Life Is A Bittersweet Symphony

little miss bz

2010-11-05T21:35:00.007+08:00

It's been a while.. kejap jer dh pun bulan November! Next month another a month to new year plak.. I was away from KL for my business trip, even tired giler but it was fun. Well it's not bad at all, to the north side. Food was nice, local people was nice, customer, supplier was nice either..

Last month was my 1 year working with them, and the joy that they bring make feel better person. Alhamdulillah.. even sumtimes, i've been too emotional in dealing wif clients, make my big boss felt uneasy with it, still on the other side of person boleh lagi brsabar dgn mulutku yg bising ittew, who else if not my manager.

But he was telling me, don't let your emotion too much on personal, it's juz work [aiyoo sape lak emo ni?] and juz swallow it. Time ni aku rase like alamak, benda tu tak betul pun soh aku ikot kan jer? Eeee hipokrit sungguh keje aku ni. Well, there was a story behind. He [my manager] sanggup call on behalf on me / company to say sorry and asking on the incident [I was arguing with one of my client via e-mail]. All this instructed by big boss, so means bos besaq la suruh manager aku kol client tu.. [apsal manager ni terlalu baik nak coverina aku??]

I felt so terribbly awkward with my own manager since then.. malu pun ada, well nobody's perfect. Me and him had a long discussion on this issue but he also felt da same way and telling me the client sememangnya bodoh! Hahaha.. but since big boss wasn't felt uneasy to the incident, coz dey are our big client yg bwk ber-million every month to my company, so kena la telan dgn pahitnya.

Lastly, my manger was remind me at the end of the conversation.. "Y, remember next year you gonna report your self to big boss for Marcom job, and you not reporting to me any more, be your self" [Yes, next year aku kena take over keje dia and kena do it alone, without any team. **dead] Dalam hati aku merenggek rase nak nanges jer, because..... *oopppss itu tak leh nak reveal, coz aku jd touching. uhukkk uwaaaaa...

p/s: motip tayang monyet kat uluwatu, bali?

stupid is as stupid does!

2010-10-14T21:25:00.009+08:00

It was good to be back blogging ni, at least dpt lepaskan apa yg dok trbuku dlm hati ni. I was a bit stress today, [a bit ke?]. Yeaaa.. if dah ko tu jenis malas tahap dewa tu, definitely laa kena chop kat dahi tu pemalas antu from me. I was handling all the submission via pdf file to all my attendees for our HD Roadshow, as the closing date is way back and I shouldn't accept any submission lagi. And I was very pantang people sent it after the closing date! If I can be a very mean people macam Siti Tanjung Perak tu, memang i will ignore those late submission tu. Duduk la ko kat luar bilik seminar tu!

Since we doing it in two venues, KL and Penang I have to split it into two sessions which is am and pm for each venue. That is not my point nak story mory, but my concern is there's one company as our so-called 'reseller' [i can't put it in correct term, sat lg pecah lobang nok!] yang begitu malas untuk buat keje extra that suppose to provide me.

Tak ke so dump ass [haaa amik ko] all of dia punya customer information soh aku as an organizer yang kena filling up official form?? Let's say you wanted to come a seminar, all your details tak kan ko suruh organizer isi kan borang?? Tak ke bonggok namanya?? That was your customer and they not reporting to me at all, but how can I process the form sedang kan is not a complete informations at all! No. fon elek, address elek, email elek.. camne tu? Dah laa next week kena send all reminder invitations via mail. Arghhhhh... agak mngamuk gak laa at first sebab dok ding dong ding dong selama 3 hari ni.

Kononnya nk try to pijak kepala aku, try laaa.. hey, aku pun ada perasaan okay. If cannot tahan my angry, mampos lah ko kat situ. I know I'm just a small exec. a.k.a kuli boss tapi if ko keje company besar tapi xde otak, too bad laa.. we have a procedure to follow, why can't just simple thing ko tak boleh nak search. Itu laa manusia, bila dah duduk atas soh buat keje ciput pun tak reti. Pedulik hape aku dgn high ranking officer customer ko yg tak xde assistant or secretary! Nak isi borang pon tak reti.

I received a few Dato' title and some of them a retired and they don't even have any assistant but STILL can fill up by them self. Ntah laa, malas nak panjang kan cerita.. kalau dah bodoh tu tetap laa bodoh kan.. Bak kata my manager, "normal laa.. human kan" [ni ayat penyata ke, ayat pujuk aku ni?]. Sikit jer aku reply to him 'she so stupid'.

bila anak kambing terlepas dari kandang

2010-10-05T19:59:00.006+08:00

Sometimes best giler tak masuk office ni.. ya lar, those years keje designer only terperuk dalam office jer. Then, stress out with the 'death' line. Now at least I can go out to meet people. Like today, after roadshow seminar kat one of hotel in town, trus jer zooommm balik, from level 28th tengok traffice tak jam langsung, apa lagi. chau chin chau laa kan.

I didn't took any pictures of the 5 'cockroaches' yang last min register tu as I didn't bring any camera. This morning, I straight away come to the hotel, without drop to office first, or else bleh jer singgah office guna office camera kann. Since dah keje luar today, definitely other things that I'm supposed to do akan delay.. adooiiiyaiii.

Sib baik ler bawak broadband, reply many sempat all emails, the rest smp ruma baru reply. Ekcelli, dalam masa tak berblogging ni bukan tak ada masa, tapi alasan trlalu happy with new career ni. I was wondering, aku ni salah amik course ke zaman kat kolej dulu?? Tau dulu if happy camni, xde laa mak gigih amik art & design course. Tak apa laa jah, rezeki tu ada di mana-mana kan? Ada org tu, blaja takat SPM jer, sekarang jd MarComm Manager.. oppsss! **Sapa tatau tatau..

Well, this month will be my one year joinning the company, ada org tanya : 'Hang tak jd designer hang buat keje apa lak ni Cik Kak Ooii?' Aku reply 'Aku keje kat cmpny surveillance dah laa ni'. Asking sumore.. 'Surveillance? Hang jadi Pak Guard kaa?' Dalam hati aku 'Cett, siot tul dia ni'.. Awat laa hang ni binggai sgt, badan kecik cenggini layak kaa jd pak guard, agak2 laa kn, aku keje cmpny CCTV laa'. Dia reply... 'ooooOOOooo cam best jer bunyi'. Tak kenal maka tak cinta, dah kenal sure ada orang beli punya laa.

Enaf said, nak tido awal laa tonight! Daaaaaa!

divorcing previous career

2010-10-04T22:32:00.005+08:00

Well.. I've reached an age where it is simply not too late [i can say that] for me to make a big change in my career.

Finally cita-cita nak jadi buzy as ugly betty dah pun tercapai.. alhamdulillah.. Is not easy to achieved in the beginning, but I'm still learning lar kan. Pretty well in certain job scope, wahhh puji diri sendiri ni. True what, before you decide to change professions, examine your strengths.

I'm still in designing job, but not too much depends on it, segala PR, communication, branding, advertising, event, local & international client pun kena jaga sekarang.. segala keje MarComm kena buat, but I don't do Sales don't get confused with keje marketing ni.

Tomorrow, I got to handle one of surveillance roadshow event, in town.. this month itself jer ada 2 roadshow, 3 different places kena buat. Late evening tadi ada sikit 'windy' gak laa, coz ada customer last minit gatai nak attend.. padahal before closing date awat buat bodo jer? Nak berak, baru nk korek lubang? Sabor jer laa.

See if I can snappy those 5 'cockroaches' muka last minit ni semua tomorrow.. geram aku.. nanti korang!

A few friends keep on asking, why my blog bersawang lama sgt as almost a year.. well.. I will tell slowly.

almost a year!

2010-10-03T23:37:00.004+08:00

well.. sound like I'm back again..
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but it's almost a year i can say..
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yesssss! I'm back dude =P

sawadeekap get together

2009-10-10T17:57:00.026+08:00

I managed to catch up with my ex colleague last Friday.. Miss them so badly, its really full with fun & laughter dat nite. Ekcelli, Madam Rohini wanted to meet everyone coz after Deepavali, she and her husband will be leaving country to Dubai. Jual minyak kaa?? No laa, apa ntah katanya bisness tu, freight or aviation kot.. mcm tu la bunyinya jah. Well, none other place sbb Mdvalley ni kiranya center to everyone.

So we decide to choose Amarind Heavenly Thai.. Fuhh 'Green Curry dia sodap skalik sbb tak pedas sgt & taste dia lain sket. No worries, its halal.. staff dia mostly Malay.

Well, the dinner should be around 7.30pm, but Doyle & me normally will be reach first to avoiding traffic jammed. Hehe.. sib baik aku early coz by dat time aku tak keje. Doyle reached paling early coz his work place in Kelana Jaya and dia kuar ofis kul 5pm sharp! Fuhhh best btul balik awal kn..

I text Doyle, saying waiting him at front door.. so while waiting others, both of us, have a long chatting. Teguk ice water tu smp bergelas-gelas jah, mau tak nya borak bgai nk rak dgn dia, mcm2 borak, tp still aku dgn dia jer ada, yg lain ropenya still stuck dgn jammed.. alahai cian..

Then b4 8pm, i saw Linda & husband Conellius also Suja tgh cat walk dpn restaurant.. makcik2 tu singgah beli karipap giant katanya kat Jusco bwh tu.. ayoooomaaa! Then loving couple Chin Min & Michelle pon arrived jugeks, but dis time Michelle dah preggie! Wowwwieee! After a long wait, kesabaran & kepayahan dey gone tru.. after 7th years of married, finally God listen to dey prayers.

From L-R: Sujatha, Michelle & Chin Min.. Suja, nape ler hang tak alih batang straw tu?? huhu kn dh nmpak like, sticking in dlm idung, Michelle said, the last time she cut her hair short zaman skolah dulu.. wahhh! lamanya. Bro Chin Min, i know u damn hepiiii. An early congratulationsss to u & wifey.. the due date is juz around da corner. October baby.

Patrick (left) has always fun with his laughter, he is my rockafella ex editor who always give a free consultations babeh! Now dia dh jadi Group Editor kat other cmpny, with his own office room and secretary yaa. Oh ya, he full with gossip yo! Opsss.. Madam Rohini (right) ni pulak, tau BM ni sket2 jer sbb dia kawen org local Msia, she originally Made in India yaa.. engrishhh sokmo.

Doyle and me sure can get along with.. Dia usik aku, aku usik dia.. and sumtimes Chin Min pon joint sekaki, he going to sell his Kancil and soon to get his MyVi pearl white colour katanya. He is now, traveling almost all over the world sbb dh bkerja with Asian Tour in golf industries.. Kot-kot korg trnmpak muka mamat ni kat mana2 ceruk kwsan korg jgn suprise la ek? But hey 'Doyley sudah lama dpt 'by line' bila mau buat open table? haiyaaa.

Linda (right) is my ex PR & Admin Manager dlu kat PG, makcik ni paling lama service dia kat PG, well last time dia pn poning jap dgn cmpny PG tu, siap dh bg surat resigned gak cam aku dlu. Well, past is past, mulakan la dgn idop baru kn..

Gabey (left) forever a late comers. Mmg makcik ni ada msalh timing lari kot, ada ke pulak, mentang2 dia ada driver anto setiap pg ke ofis, so she can come late? Fuhhh mmg aku rse tak aci la pd staff yg lain kn.. In the end, dia lak resigned after one year service kt PG, a week later aku pya turn pulak. Now, dh mature sket bdk ni, and she became more closer with me, tru msn plak! hahahaaha.. mmg funy.

Ni plak, Linda tgh calculate bill.. coz Michelle swap her HSBC credit card & kat amarinf ni ada DISCOUNTED rate.. so lps ni memasing byr balik kat Michelle.

Hehe.. ni shot baekkk pya, sbb rmai yg suka tgk angle ni.. urmm ye ke? aku rse biasa jer, tp mmg control sket shadow lightning tu gak laa..

Haa.. yg ni best, Madam siap nk kuar kn duit raya deepavali dia ya! hak hak hak, sekepuk duit rm1 yg dia dh tkar kt bank.. semua bantai gelak tgk, ni tak sabar nk ber-depavali kot.

Ice water anyone? Kat Amarind ni, ice water taruk lemon.. tp kat Madam Kwan ke kat Hotel mana ntah, ice water dia taruk strawberry u!

Gabey tetap nk buat Colgate Ad yer! Dolye sempat mngusik si Gabey, until she pukul him bertubi-tubi.. hihi mcm bdk2 la dia org ni.

Suja, ko tetap jadi mangsa snappy haku.. ngeh ngeh ngeh...

Ishkk tak abes-abes mngira duit si Linda ni.. kira jgn tak kira jah.. lpas sorg-sorg pya turn dia tya, mkn apa, minum apa..

Last but not least, Hepi Diwali to all my Hindu friends where ever u are.. Sempat snappy local musician doing show kt concourse level midvly the same day.. best dgr lagu2 tu, lagu Hindustan ada, lagu Arwah Sudirman, P. Ramlee fuhh konsep 1Malaysia betul.

leaving on a jet plane

2009-10-09T13:17:00.006+08:00

This is not John Denver song ke hape, but memang betul-betul im leaving.. but before that, i want to say dat, it's been so tiring after majlis tahlil for arwah Eric'c Papa 3 days in a row, there will be last dy on this coming Sunday for closing day a week after his lost..

Tak apa laa, skrg maybe hari dia, mana tau sok-sok hari aku susah insyallah dia bleh tolong.. dats wat he promised to me.

I'll be missing da flat screen at this office, mmg best giler & not boring at all bila ada tv nih, well rezeki aku bukan kat sini, i losing my bloody mood nk keje sini.. why?? Sebab aku akan kejam, if people tried to play a game with me..

Why i said so, coz i'm giving them 1 week notice sajork folks.. mrasaaa la kn. Time tu br tau aku ni buat keje ke tak.. I hate people tak appreciate aku, so ni laa jd nya bila Tuhan tu mendengar aku berdoa setiap hari.

Im working here almost a year, but aku tak kuasa nk remind pd sesapa sbb they shud know wats going on.. If semua tak buta, i can say aku akan stay lama kat company ni, coz ofis ni dekat dgn ruma.. but haih.. Aku give up, kecewa eccelli..

My last dy serviced aritu, last wednesday on 7th Oct. Im leaving the cmpny with nobody asking, why, where, who accept my close colleague si shahril yg memahami. Well, i heard he planned to leave jgak.. up to u bro!

Its good thing using Mac Pro yg pricenya almost RM9K++, but leaving the cmpny is best damn thing!! Wire dlm pix tu, semua mmg aku sengaja jd kn 'hair-wired' at my last dy, sbb to showed them how my life miserable by dat time.

Adios Amigos!

Al-Fatiha to Eric's Papa

2009-10-05T09:35:00.010+08:00

For those who known Eric...

This is to convey my deep condolences to you & whole of your family members and let us pray for the departed soul..

I deeply regret to inform to everyone who known Eric my bff, about the sad demise of his loving father yesterday, Sunday Oct 4th (around 4pm) convey our heartful condolence to the family and let us pray for the departed soul, over these days of deep sorrow.

AL-FATIHAH

I request your prayers to give courage to their family to bear the sad demise. The funeral will be held on today morning around 10.30 – 11am.

Amin..

menjelang raya

2009-09-17T23:55:00.011+08:00

Nak jugak tepek pix lagi tu.. hihi..

Selamat beraya la ya kepada semua kengkawan, dimana saje korg brada! Raya tahun ni, rasenya merasa la beraya dlm keadaan hujan kot ni. Tapi xpe, ujan rahmat.. betul, betul, betul..

Lagi 2 hari dh nk raya, ada org xde mood nk raya, tp pd aku, mood raya tetap ada, sbb dapat balik kampung. Syukur alhamdulillah, even aku ni lahir kat KL, tp tetap beraya di kampung belah mak aku di Pekan, Pahang. Mrasa sgt-sgt!

Ok la, ada sket2 nk tepek pix, sbb kamera aku ni dh penuh pix ntah apa-apa ntah, so mana yg patut dh leh transfer ke tmpat lain, or else delete kn sajork.

Selipar ni, adik aku bli kn utk aku, huhu malu nk pkai sbb kaler pink & ada luv-luv kat tepi tu, then, kaler pink tu plak sblah putih, sblah pink penuh.. cisss! saje nk mngenakn aku, dh ler aku kureng dgn kaler pink.. Apa2 pn, thnks to adik aku Fateha a.k.a Teah, selipar yg ko bli kn ni ler aku wat p smbyg terawih taon ni, org pn x henggin nk curi, sbb kaler ko pilih ni mmg meletops!

Aku pn tak pham camne kueh raya ni tetiba ada & byk, nk kata mak aku beli byk tak jugak, aku plak bli kerepek dan kekacang jer byk, agaknya ada yg jiran-jiran bagi kot?? so aku trprasan, mak aku ado bli kueh raya yg brchocolate, so kt pix tu aku highlight jer tang cekelat jer laa.. snappy efek macro jer, abih cite.

Tiap kali bulan pose, lampu lip-lap pengganti pelita kat ruma aku ni, nk taruk pelita btul, mak aku tak kasi, sbb mnyusahkan kan lak nti nk isi minyak gas bgai.. huhu xbest tul.. alaa kan dh ada pelita moden tu..

Hahaha.. tetiba mak aku giler bunga rose kecik2 nk style 'engrishh' katanya.. gasak laa.. aku ok kan jer, yg bgus tu, curtain tu recycle ek.. xde makna nk beli baru. merah meram sungguh curtain tu. Kerusi meja tetap la kayu jati tu brtahun-tahun, sape dtg raya ruma aku, yg hengat korg nk duduk kat sofa empuk ya!

Last but not least, ni jer contribution aku kat ruang tamu ruma, iaitu bunga tulip ni.. aku bli bunga tulip plastik ni kat jln TAR.. cantek plak time nmpak aritu, sbb aku tak prnah bli bunga jenis ni b4 dis.. skali dh taruk dlm vase.. wahliao.. cun gak! kena plak frame cermin besaq kt blkang tu.. perfecto!

Ok la, itu jer dlu update mnjelang raya, pasni nk masak2 utk mlm b4 raya!
Rendang, Masak Lodeh, Kari, Ketupat, perghhhhh...
Raya! Raya! Raya!

story mory puasa #3

2009-09-17T17:03:00.003+08:00

Mebi i think, tittle entry ni more appropriate dipanggil Sempena bulan Syawal.

Sedar atau tidak, kite dah berada di penghujung Bulan Ramadhan. Juz a few days left! Can't wait.. Kejap jer kn? dah nak Raya! yay!

Bagi aku, banyak perkara berlaku di bulan puasa. Aku rasa ni lah bulan Ramadhan pdis year challenging but yet meaningful for me. Dan bila dalam kesusahan, aku suka cakap kat salah sorang kawan aku, "takpe, cuci dosa".

Dolu-dolu time kecik:
Bulan Ramadhan ni sangatlah dinantikan. Bukan sebab puasa, tapi sebab bleh keluar malam dan bermain bunga api & mercun dengan best buddies! Sanggup saving duit belanja skool tu. Same goes dgn kad raya.. wahhh berlumba-lumba with my uncle sapa dpt byk kad raya! Naik darjah 4 kena p terawikh.. tp 'skip' sokmo. kikiki..

Waktu raya, lagi best. Early morning, dapat makan sedap2. Boleh rasa banyak kuih. Tapi, malas pergi sembahyang raya. Lepas tu dapat reward berpuasa iaitu seringgit untuk satu hari. Tu dah kira mewah gila masa tu. Alaaaaa korg pn camtu gak kn?

Sekarang:
Meaning bulan puasa lebih dari bermain bunga api & mercun. For me, bulan puasa ni lebih kepada penyucian jiwa. Best timing untuk bersihkan tompok hitam di hati, waktu untuk buang segala toksin dalam jiwa. Aku mula rasa teruja untuk mencari Al-Qadr. Sbb time kecik2 dolu, bila ustazah ckp 'mencari mlm Lailatul Qadar' aku & the geng tak bape paham, pegi ler dok atas bukit tunggu Lailatul Qadar. Bila blk lewat mlm, kena bebel dgn nenek aku.. Budak-budak.

Maksud hari raya juga lebih dari makanan sedap dan berpakaian baru. Waktu raya ni kite dapat berjumpa sedara mara, dan bermaafan antara satu sama lain. Memang mintak maafp ni boleh buat bila2 dan tak perlu ditetapkan waktu, tapi masa raya ni lah mindset kita lebih terbuka untuk buat perkara ni.

Banyak perkara baru aku belajar sepanjang bulan pose tahun ni dan harapan aku, biarlah ibadah kita di bulan puasa ni akan berterusan sepanjang tahun, istiqamah. Amin.

Maaf zahir dan Batin frmm me to all my frens. Mungkin agak klise, tetapi masih memberi meaning yg mendalam jika ia datang dengan keihklasan.

story mory puasa #2

2009-09-08T15:30:00.003+08:00

We are in 2nd week of Ramadhan.. time seem so fast! Sekarang dah masuk tahap ke-2 bulan puasa, iaitu tahap keampunan, dalam 10 hari pertengahan bulan Ramadhan.

Ini apa yg aku ingat la yg di ajar oleh ustaz or ustazah aku dulu laa.. so far, alhamdulillah.. tak ada la kata aku sakit perut, or muntah-muntah, bkn budak kecik lagi, dh tuek!

Jadi, aku nak buat checklist ibadah.
Saje-saje nak share & ingatkan diri (sendiri).
• Melambatkan sahur (dah bangun, tp sleepy la plak)
• Sembahyang awal, tepat pada waktu
• Sembahyang Terawikh
• Kurangkan bercakap perkara tak berfaedah
• Banyakkan baca Al-Quran
• Mempercepatkan berbuka!

Ok aku dah tandakan yang pertama dan terakhir tu siap-siap!
Urmm... aci kaa camtu geng?? *larikkkkkk

Ehh cup cake pon bleh jer jadi kuih raya kan? kan? kan?
Janji boleh bedal.. hahahaha.

Enjoy lagu raya aku ok? yay!!

story mory puasa #1

2009-08-26T15:42:00.008+08:00

Fasting month ni biasa la kan.. aku masuk ofis cam biasa, xde la too early sgt, balik awal pn tetap kena fetch si botak (eric) kat stesen. Bulan pose ni dia balik awal.. so alang2 baik balik sekali. Cam tu la keje driver tak brgaji..

Dis year juadah brbuka not too heavy sgt.. nasik tak jamah sgt.. ciput jer mkn. All dis bcoz my parents dh tak jamah nasik langsung katanya. But my appetite dok bantai kuih-muih dr masjid yg sedap2 belaka. Dah ler lps terawih moreh lagi, tp tak naik-naik pn bdn ni. Keding!

Si Botak plak, asal lpas fetch dia jer, nk mnyinggah bazaar.. singgah smp 2 bazaar skali lak tu smlm.. aci tak? Selera besaw sgt, beli itu ini macam anak sepuluh org aku bg tau dia. Jawapan dia simple.. "Alaa babe, nak mkn.."

Masjid aku dh cantik skrg, dgn adanya tmpt ppuan yg baru, di floor atas! Alhamdulillah sgt. Those year kat bwah & trlalu kecik, jemaah dh makin rmai skrg ni.. Pix ni adik aku smpat snappy tru hp dia.. siap bwk hp yea.. if aku tinggal kn jer kt ruma. Ada sape ke kesah kan?

Putih bersih.. konsep open air yea.. kipas tetap ada laa

Gigih tul makcik2 ni pegi awal-awal, xnk brsesak-sesak kot. Rasenya beg biru tu cam beg my mom jer? Eh Teah, tu Ibu kita ek?

Rase luas sgt bila tmpat ppuan ni bila kat top floor.. tapi tak syioknya still bleh dgr riuh bdk2 bising kat bawah tak sabar nk moreh..

Kann.. bukan bdk-bdk jer.. org tua semua serbu nk turun balik.. Yang funny ada sorg bdk tu dia hangin sbb org pijak selipar dia. Adeehh.. yang ko p letak selipar kat TENGAH tangga apsal? If xnk selipar kena pijak, jgn p terawih laa.. aiyoo kecoh btul bdk sekoq ni.

Apa-apa pon, hati tetap girang, sbb tgk jemaah terawih kat area aku ni makin rmai.. cuma aku still tak jmp lagi anak pak arab 2 beradik yg comel tu.. hihi. Last year adik aku plan, nk kidnap bdk tu pekup masuk dlm telekung kira org, sbb bdk2 comel tu mulut pok pek pok pek. Hahaaha adoiiyaii.

Salam Terawikh semua!

true spirit of ramadhan

2009-08-19T19:12:00.002+08:00

As Ramadhan approaches, I feel such a wonderful thrill of that, InsyaAllah, I will get another opportunity to devote an entire month for ibadah. I will have the chance to implore my Lord for His mercy and His forgiveness. I will be able to make attempts to become even more closer to him.

And I want to make sure that my family gets the most out of this month, because as we should all be aware that tomorrow is not promised to any of us, and this might be our last Ramadhan.

In general, Ramadhan is the month when Allah opens His arms of forgiveness. But more importantly, it was the month when the Prophet Muhammad received the Divine Revelation from Allah, the primary source of guidance for Muslims to follow.

Motiff tayang bazaar ramadhan? sori, sori nk tunjuk lain sbnarnya..

For my friends and colleagues who are Muslim, wishing you all the best of health, happiness and prosperity during this blessed month and beyond. Jangan sengaja ponteng-ponteng ya.. solat terawikh InsyaAllah jgn lupa, at least.

Haa gmbr yg ni sbnarnya.. Jgn lupa byr zakat fitrah yaa, gaji beribu-ribu zakat yg tak seberapa tu sedekah la.. tak rugi pon, Insyallah.

Salam Ramadhan Al Mubarak untuk semua.
Halalkan makan minum,
Kemaafan dipohon dan ditabur.

(takkan nak tunggu masuk bln Syawal baru nak mintak maap, bagaikan? Lagipun rasanya Ramadhan ni lebih besar dari Syawal...)

kuantanamo

2009-08-10T17:55:00.016+08:00

Kannnnnnnn... verangan Guantanamo versi Cuba katanya..

All dis bcoz my sis yg kepingin nk mkn ikan patin.. Well, with durian feast every where, Ikan Patin masak tempoyak laa yg paling besttttt! Best ek? Best for those like it la kan? Again, bercuti and didn't plan at all, ystrdy plan, tomorrow mrning ciao!

Quite lazy to type this time.. juz enjoy the picture la ek?

dah smp kuantan hujan lebat..

Tomorrow nya, pasar tani kat kuantan, juz right at belakang stadium kuantan nuu. It's really so many people ya, kalah pasar malam.

I tot kat Kajang we hv specialty in sate, here got too but mmg stylo giler.. See the standy fan kat sblah mamat tu?? Style giler! Kau ado?

I wuz rmmbr last time ikan Puyu ni, aku wat main2 jer.. But here in Kuantan di jual yea! Sehengget for small size, dua hengget for slightly bigger.. ramai ooooo beli, trkesima aku huhu.

Oh yaa, yg ni mmg tak leh blah, dis is not candid but my sis managed snappy, when at 1st ppl mmg kekwat malu2 nk brgambar. At lastt.. brother jual petai tu pon pndai nk brgaya siap 'peace' lagik.. Well my mom plak, tayang petai la plakkkk.. hahaaha!

There u go! Ikan Patin! Patin! Nmpk kecik.. but its damn big yaa!

Wowwiieee.. the superb salted fish.. hambeekkk ko baunya!

I do fancy thing yg unique.. well susah nk jmp senduk made in kayu Nibong ni.. if got, sure they charge mahal like those kat CM tu, here i only bought 3 saploh hengget ya, yesss 3 batang senduk tu rm10 jerk nokss! But the funniest part, my dad pon p bli jugeks..

Even its quite tiring, tp mmg fun p psar di tempat org, kat KL ni, borink giler.. tak meriah sgt.

Adios amigos Kuantanamo...!
Jmp Raya nanti..

Reach home, taking shower.. boom, truss zzzzzzzz!

run lola run!

2009-08-03T08:35:00.001+08:00

Oh yes.. German movie that i never forget.. hiks! Kejenya run run runnnnn and run.

When I wuz a kid, i used to jog together with my uncle, asal weekends jer sure he ask me wanna joint. Well, kat mana lagi, if not kat tasik pmaisuri tu je laa.

I stayed with my grandma, and two uncles yg suke amats mmbuli anak buahnya ini, but i do luv them, sbb sgala apa jer they will treat me like their own child. Now boths of them dh berfamily, and aku plak buli anak2 dia org.. urmm.. aci ape?

Lately ni, last July weekends, teiba nk rase jogging. Dis time, ditemani oleh my cousin sister.. Alaa bdk high skool sure dh biasa kn buat PE kat skolah, tul dak? No hal pya lah dia nk jog-jog ni.

Actually it's good ada accompany frm other ppl, at least bleh chat. And the best part last wk, my own sis pn nk folo gak.. haaaih! the more the merrier gittew noks! And suprise is, she brings camera.. dey, dey innada?

(left) warm up dulu ya uols (right) fuhh ada tak like pintu gerbang?

ayoyo kadawaley.. mana aci dik, naek beskal.. Akak big walk pn dh brpeluh..

It's been a loooonggg time, I never been at dis lake.. even slalu ke Cheras tu. Alaa Fida Nasir, aku bleh jerits jer panggil nama ko time lalu tu, but i guess ko still in the bed darling =P

ni xde keje lain adik aku, p snappy frm back side.. u think she runs or not?

Penat till can't catch my breath.. peluh jantans oppss.. betina.. opsss! dah tu what shud we call? Peluh semua kuar dah, we take a break for foot massage. (sorry Bu, Owaga foot massage kat ruma tu mana peghi daa?)

dey u go! tajam sia batu massage tu, my sis smp x tahan sakit (alasan jerk)

ni dh tahap bors-bors dh ni, koser nk jogging dh kekdahnya.. mak dh penat jah!

greeny shot tu chanteque, ada fountain kt tasik tu, tp ada picture kaki (left) tu apa kes plak ek?

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ayo0OOoomaaa.. belly dancing kaa my dearie sista? kui kui kui.. tetap xnk kalah ni, dok tyg vontot nokss.. kau ado? sib baik cik ki katanya..

On da way bck home, weols p la kejap taman perenan uolss.. I do MISS my childhood memories. Apa lagik.. serangggg!! We snappy a few shots weol played kat playground tu. But I think its better not put anything here in blog sbb aku sure, and very-very sure korg akan jelez coz aku lepas & dpt main kat situ even aku dh 30 years-old muahahaa.

Apa-apa pon, stay healthy katanya.. ni H1N1 ni bila nk abis dr muka bumi ni? Its so many bad happen things happen bila dunia nk hujung zaman.. Well, dis month umat Islam akan ber-fasting yay! and I can't wait..

Ooooiii pose korg dh replace lom nih?

if u lurve Kak Min, plz watch..

2009-07-30T16:26:00.008+08:00

Paparan istimewa “Pewarisan Yasmin Ahmad’ di Majalah 3 Ahad ini.. yay!

They u go... for those wanted to know her more, please, please watch it dis coming Saturday August 1, TV3 Majalah 3 ok? I really can't wait for this.

M'sian, this is SPECIALLY show made for you, to our dearie Allahyarhamah Kak Min.. Wajib tonton nih!

Umi Qazrina, Yasmin Ahmad & Tan Hong Ming

I dunno why i really love the Petronas Ad - Percintaan Tan Hong Meng.. teringat skandal lama dulu kot yg berbangsa Cina? Urmm.. mmm could be lah..

source: budiey.com

MAJALAH 3 Ahad ini tentu sekali akan dinanti-nantikan oleh peminat setia Allahyarhamah Yasmin Ahmad dengan paparan “Pewarisan Yasmin Ahmad.”

Sebagai memperingati hasil kerja Yasmin Ahmad, minggu ini Majalah 3 akan mempaparkan satu jam paparan istimewa membabitkan hasil kerja dan karya seperti iklan dan filem di bawah arahannya.

Perginya pembikin filem tulen. Yasmin Ahmad, pengarah tersohor berusia 51 tahun, yang meninggal dunia pada Sabtu 25 Julai jam 11.25 malam, akan tetap diingati, sebagai insan yang sangat kreatif dalam menghasilkan iklan iklan televisyen yang cukup menggamit perasaan serta menghasilkan filem-filem kontemporari.

Majalah 3 turut berjumpa ahli keluarga Yasmin dan menyelami perasaan mereka kehilangan Yasmin yang begitu rapat dengan ibunya, Enom Yon dan kakaknya Datin Orked Ahmad.

Penggambaran juga dijalankan di pejabatnya, Leo Burnett. Program ini turut mendekati beberapa rakan-rakan rapatnya di pejabat dan turut merakamkan di biliknya yang penuh pelbagai cenderamata dan anugerah dimenangi atas kreativitinya,

Majalah 3 juga menemubual beberapa rakan-rakan rapat dalam industri yang diceburi seperti Fatimah Abu Bakar, Othman Hafsham, Azean Idrawaty, Fuad Onah dan Datuk Seri Farid Redzuan dan ramai lagi yang benar-benar rasa kehilangan sahabat yang mempunyai bakat yang luar biasa. Turut ditemuramah Dato Seri Tony Fernandez, wakil Petronas yang sering menggunakan khidmat Yasmin Ahmad untuk menghasilkan iklan sempena Hari Raya mahupun Kemerdekaan.

Paparan “Pewarisan Yasmin Ahmad”, mendekatkan penonton kepada seorang pembikin filem tanahaair yang tulen kerana baginya filem atau iklan satu medium untuk berkongsi idea, cerita dan pengalaman tanpa mengira bangsa dan agama.

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Not even satu cite arwah yang aku tengok aku tak nanges.. sure nanges..
even dlm hati.. She really touched my heart :’(

from God we came, from God we return...

2009-07-27T08:44:00.010+08:00

In Loving Memory..

Al Fatihah to Yasmin Ahmad..
July 1, 1958 – July 25, 2009

Kak Min, we do lurve u in every way.. we gonna miss u forever!

Yasmin Ahmad had always made our hearts warm and brought us confidence..

bz lite-lite and coti-coti

2009-07-24T22:49:00.002+08:00

Ok, so now that I'm here 30mins I have realised I have nothing to write about... mmm..mm.. ok, i wuz watching cerita yes man kat mac aku.. damn bz, but still got time to watch?

It's so many thingsss got to settle a few weeks bck, afta one another, another, another and another. Baru nk rest, ada lagi job overlap, yg klakar ada satu pitching job, arini buat esok kena hantar.. nx wk tu, alhamdulillah dpt plak job tu.. syukur.

It's still only rumours, but the thing is that they are working on a MacBook Nano and it would look something like this:

Awesome gilerrrrrrr sia..!!

Since we had our P1 WiMax, my sis always being in front of her laptop.. ntah apa yg dia browse aku pn dunno.. evrydy update maisepes or chat kat ym.. pastu giggle-giggle sorg-sorg. My mom bising apsal dis time modem + router tu plugged in kat main power, it's not like stremix yg cucuk kt tipon.

Well since im 'bz lite-lite' only, my dad plan to brings us sefamily pegi psar payang kat kuala terengganu, katanya wanna buy baju raya. WHAT?? TERENGGANU?? jauhhhhh tuuuuuuu semata-mata baju raya jer? Ayoma ayopa.

Naaah.. weol tak naik pon dis boat.. saje snappy2.. Ekcelli I wanted to get a ride, but mom said jgn smp I tak turun2 dah.. hiks.. cam tau2 jer aku tak akan turun ke darat dh pastu.

Apo lak ni? Well.. beca kat situ noks.. but dunno why my sis snappy plat number lak, nk bli no. kaa? But she managed to snappy the whole trishaw together with Masjid Putih...

Cool huh?

As planned, we bought silk batin crek for dis coming raya, except my dad lar.. at one corner, I saw one store jual lelong batik-batiknya.. but i assumed ni batik stock cheap-cheap sket harganya, but still nice to bought yaa..

if really cheap, nape org tak bli ek?

Turle egg? Ada ni haaa.. Pinch here, pinch there.. betul kan balik still penyek lagik.. ended, kopek kan sajork turtle egg ni jahh.. koser nk layan. Ping-pong ball sgt. Hiks!

Oraitsss.. lets guess.. what is this? Otak-otak? Nope.. kidda.. tp kat KL time-time bazaar ramadhan jer ada jual. I do lurveeeeeee this, namanya Satar. Bkn Aziz Satar lah dol!

Makan time.. perghhhh.. sapa2 stayed kat Kuala Terengganu, mebi dey know this spot. I didnt noticed nama gerai ni, tp breakfast time ada ayam bakar, ada nasi kerabu semua perghh.. if we here in KL roti canai & nasi lemak sokmo, sini bakar2 uolss! sodap skalss nyah!

Well, I juz can put a few pix only, there's tooo many of pix yg my sis snappy. Imagine she with my dad's DSLR camera, I plak dgn with digital compact camera so koser la nk taruk semua pix kat dlm blog kan..

Two days of short planned vacations sometimes worth gak, even tho aku bz lite-lite kat ofis. Seem like wanna do it again before fasting month. Ok.. ciao for now. Will update workout pix kat tasik plak.. huhu.. Hv a nice wkend.

golf again?

2009-07-12T22:43:00.009+08:00

Supriseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Is dat wat i want? Urmm.. quite suprising to me actually. For the past 3 years, dats wat i do for living, as designer in golf industries. Even bpk aku pn dh x pegang golf club brtahun lamanya, only my uncle take it as a business deal bila main golf doesnt mean aku pn giler golf. Golf never suit to me, tp stakat driving range ok la kot sket-sket.

As bdk kecik yg 'kehtut' ini, memang x layak pn main game ni. If i take it seriously pn dh tentu golf club itu akan di 'cut' pendek sama lenght dgn my height.. erk- sound so weird rite? Well, I keep it golf as a professional sport in my life, walaupon aku dh tinggal kn dunia golf for 1 year, 2 months. Wahhh sekejap jer rase.

Keep it short, my ex colleague buzz me kat msn, saying plz keep it myself as no one know abt is matter. Yess, aku di OFFER bkeje semula dgn mereka.. can't believe it man! I still needs there, many thnks. I shud give my answer on Monday onwards, woww! Cpt betul, biar betik beb! Ok la kot, will think abt it.

I wuz asking a few friends, shud i take it, or leave it?? I got bless frm my both parents, and dey happy and ok with it. Urmmm.. mmm good sign nih.. Fida text to me and said, 'tepuk dada tya selera beb, u shud known better'. Well thnks beb, i know u meet my ex boss before, and both of u can get along together.

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Will let uols the answer soon!
Wish me luck babeh..

funny siot, lawak sia!

2009-07-05T19:34:00.006+08:00

My weekend seem to be soo tiring jadi driver for my sis. Since her college ado event, she need to be there suboh buta! Koser nyah. Rase cam trawang-awangan jer drive time tu. My dad p Tgganu with his close fren, so ibu xkn nk joint plak. Wanted to watch movie with close fren, cancelled. Fida plak last minit cancel gak, coz she totally forgot dia dh brjanji dgn other fren.

So i ended meeting my old skool fren Suet Yee.. Mak aii, i remembered last skalik jmp last 5/6 years rasenya (except si Fida la jah, dia mmg keep in touch dgn aku) huhu... lama tuuu.. Me & Suet always keep in touch tru email jer, coz msing2 dh bz wif work, personal & so forth. Fida wanted to joint me & suet, coz dia pn kenal coz we study in same skool duhh.. unfortunately nk ke situ plak xde public transport, if aku fetch dia trlalu jauh sgt.

Aku igt aku ler kurus, skali dia pn lost of weight gak coz last time she quite kindda cute gurl. We go for breakfast first sbb we reach Jusco Cheras Selatan quite early, then we go for a movie by noon. Ice Age and Ice Age two, were two of my favorite animated movies, they had a mix of slapstick, verbal comedy and a mix of characters that all helped the films to run along and keep you fully entertained. Well the 3rd movie in the series has just got its first trailer, yep mmg lawak. Hambikkkk ko! Aku pya gelak tgk cite Ice Age 3 ni.. can't imagine I can laughed like dat.

Sid yg poyos lg lawak.. kikiki

Ok dis time, dinosaurs (tul ke spell ni nokss?) tu bkn ler main character sgt, but this time Sid the Sloath tu plak buat hal.. But in the trailer once again the best slapstick character in the movie is Scrat (tupai dgn kacang) is in love. Wahhh kemain brcintun ya uolss.. memula gado-gado, rebut kacang, tup tup.. lagu You'll Never Find Another Love Like Mine by Lou Rawls plak brgema. Budak2 dlm cinema pon bantai gelak.

On a mission to rescue the hapless Sid, yg p gatai amik 3 bijik teloq dino, the gang ventures into a mysterious underground world, where they have some close encounters with dinosaurs and dia org meet a relentless, one-eyed, dino-hunting weasel named Buck. Ok, ni ada geng baru kali ni.. British slang ok si Buck ni, memula aku igt sora Ewan McGreggor skali bkn, si Simon Pegg (alaa cite polis Hot Fuzz tu).. Mmg adventure giler si Buck ni.

Yeah babeh! Aku sukak si Buck ni, mmg otai giler nok!

Well, I really enjoyed da movie, afta so bz wif work. But the most fun is when meeting up wif old buddy Suet, is the best week ever to me. So geng, i can said dat.. go and watch Ice Age 3 rather than Transformers 2, seriously!

bila macha naik beskal dlm hujan

2009-07-01T18:30:00.011+08:00

i keep talking about all this love bullshit and stuff but sometimes i want it back. sometimes i want the pain again. sometimes i want the longing and the desire and the hopelesness of it all. most of all, i want back the hope, the dream, the lie, or whatever it really is.

but still.. sometimes.. just like a drug.. you wish you could sample it one more time. you know it's damaging and futile.. but it's great for the few minutes it lasts..

sometimes.

wooossshhhhh.. July oledy? time running so fast..
apa yg aku merepek kerepek nih?? duhh!

aku tgh blur dgn keje aku ni.. no idea at all
........ sambil mkn roti & eskim at my desk
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well im looking back my previous entries blog 2005 & 2006
.... urmm.. mmm... arghhh dunno where i keep it.

*latest updates* wink wink*
.... yeeharrr!! im finally managed to import all my previous entry from the other blog yg dh closed dulu tu (still rmmbr eatlasagna blog?) 030709, 12.55pm

am i like ugly betty?

2009-06-30T23:38:00.004+08:00

Urmmmm.. mmm except those braces kat gigi dia tu lar kann..hiks!

Well, series dia dh pon masuk season 4.. fuhhh dh lama tu. And i never miss dis season yg kat tv8 tu every tuesday, no matter how. Betty working with high trendy fashion mag' in publishing cmpny, same as what i do before. The differents is, Betty wuz bz like tahap gaban as PA to his boss, and I am a designer, bz like dewata raya (wujud ker bz camni?)

Im thinking to try new working career.. can I?

I would like to be like Betty, bz, crazy, fun & adventure.. well, dat is me. Asyik jd designer smp tuek pon xde gunanya. Rasenya, otak aku ni dh xlarat nk perah fresh idea kreatif lg kot? Well it doesn't mean aku buang 'designer' word dlm idup aku.. no, not at all. Almost 8 year aku dlm field ni, semua org nmpak aku cool, cool ke cam air batu tu? Meh sini aku taruk air batu atas kepala korg, cool ke tak cool nk perah idea.

Insyallah.. ada rezeki its time for me to move on.. move to somethng new.. Umur dh tuek2 ni, kena fikir future beb. Sound awkward gak smp tua ppuan jd designer. Previously, my boss ada tya soklan yg buat aku trkedu jap, depan all of my colleague. He ask me "Bila ko nk kawen?" Dangggg!!! Amat lar tak cool ya.. semua org dlm meeting tu boss tya yg bujang2, the same question. I juz answered him 'Insyallah'.. bilanya plak.. I dont know.

Back to the Betty story..

I guess I would like to give it a try to apply 'not designer' position in future. See how its goes, sesuatu yg baru apa salahnya. No harm in trying kan.. insyaallah. Ekcelli, Im still thinking dgn keadaan ekonomi skrg yg tak menentu, senang2 nk tukar keje ni seem like pretty so-and-so gak. Eric kata, juz give it a try, mana tau ada rezki kt situ. But i believed rezeki if Allah nk bg tu, ada dimana-mana. Who knows my dreams btul2 comes true, and one day and I can be like Betty Suarez uolsss!!

pari-pari di bawah angin - may their soul rest in peace. amin.

2009-06-28T20:00:00.008+08:00

First & foremost.. Al Fatihah for :

1) A blogger named RedZ-Ziaf (16th June 2009)

2) A lovely Dad of LeeUK (25th June 2009)

3) King Of Pop Michael Jackson (25th June 2009)

It’s been a long time since I last wrote on my blog, well almost a month! Aiyoo baru nk hapdate katanya.. This month has been a lots multiple reasons for me. Bkn xmau brblog lagi tp cam mcm2 halangan since last month. Alhamdulillah, syukur nikmat aku still bernafas even ada certain time aku dh mcm Sylvester Stallone dlm movie Cliffhanger tu.. trgayut nk jatuh jer.

In parallel, during the last two weeks or so, one of other blogger fren left a note at my shout box saying one of dearie fren dh meninggal.. sad but true, tak sempat nk brjmp dgnnya semasa hayat dia masih ada.. dats really make me trkilan.

Last week Thursday, my fren Coco Chanel text me 'bout 7am saying our great fren LeeUK's dad, and he directly fly bck to Msia for giving his last respect. Smoga arwah di tempatkan dgn org-org yg beriman-amin. Lee, i understand there is so many tears frm u, let's praying to God Almighty for His forgiveness.. amin.

On my way to office the same day, other 'boom' story came to my ears again. Im wondering a word 'tribute' to each & every radio station.. OMG i can't believe it at first! But hey, it's not a joke.. King Of Pop is no more world!

Sebak sekejap, i almost can't believe it at all.
My Billie Jean is no more.. huhuhu

Al-Fatihah to him and..
may Mikaeel Jackson soul rest in peace.. amin.

MJ, you are the greatest of all time..

steaming hot day lately

2009-05-11T17:12:00.003+08:00

It's not too late to say, Hepi Mother's Day to my beloved Ibu, yesterday.. Im dearly love u, she really happy daat my lil sis manage to find & bought her Jade bangle. Last time pegi Sabah kempunan nk beli.

The weather is still hot and is going to be over 36 degrees this weekend yer uols.. I heard in newspaper saying dat 'musim peralihan monsun' well, dah duduk dlm negara tropika oohh laa laa ni reti-reti la meaning Khatulistiwa kan.

Recently, it's happen to me that i ekcelli have some recurrent deja-vu for a certain period of time, every year (yes every year) that I completely LOST interest in fashion and what I wear. Dis is probably not important sgt, due to my career yg boleh wear jeans or even Bermuda for a guy. Well, not that I am a fashionista, I do have a mood picking my clothes tiap2 hari, still.

But seriously I dont have it now..
It's like running out all the clothes..

I feeeelss like it's been extended to eternity juz remaining da same, smp aku naik muak pkai baju the same things over and over again. Every mrning I juz pick watever comes up to me in wardrobe. It doesn't matter wat colour, materials, style, new or old, or it's matching to each other... juz couldn't bother thinking 'bout it.. blasah ar, janji berbaju, dari br-vogel.. lagi haru uolss!

I juz dunno why.. Is it bcoz of da weather or its juz me? Or else, mebi im not really gila shopping baju kot? Could be laa..

Well, im thinking putting bck my music player to my blog. And i dunno why 'Please Don't Leave Me' by Pink is one of my fav' song now.. urmmmm.. mmm.

yes sir no sir, 1,2 jus!

2009-04-24T19:08:00.015+08:00

uisehh.. lentok jap best ni, normally jarang aku dpt rilex kt sofa ni.. padahal, sebelah jer dgn meja aku

Aisehhh man.. malas kemain nk hapdate. Lately ni, tenet kat ofis, ayoyoyo pya ler slow connectionnya. Susah tul nk cari source, even nk reply email kat clients pon cam hampeh. Tp ym and msn aku steady la plak.

By da way, cerita-ceriti hal aku as designer mmg ler x menentu, but since my office now nearby ruma, nk balik early ke, late ke no hal sgt. Sumtimes, even my sis dtg guna tenet kat sini berwi-fi bgai. Maklum ler, Wireless KL tak smp Kajang lagi ya uolss.. ala dulu xde tenet, tak mati pon kan?

Well, di jd kan cerita.. one of designer dh kena sound with my admin, even my boss pon dh mula perli2 dia. Urmmm.. duno wats going to be happen to him in future, but my instinct said, he will not stay longer for sure. Unless he brings something 'extraordinary' artwork. Hard to said.. he's fine with all colleague but in job scope plak dia cam ada problem sket. Haih! Mmg problemo. So many thing kena learn balik.

camni ler rupa nya atas table aku yg semak haha.. blom tgk sebelah kanan meja ni lagi.. jap jap

It's looks not fair enough yg he depends too much on senior designer, coz he is art director. Doesnt mean, dia nk jadi mandor jer.. smp keje tak deliver on da dot. Ntah la malas nk pikir.. pndai2 la nk idup. Smoga nothing happen la hopefully..

haaa tu dia.. camni ler atas meja sebelah kanan aku letak.. tp skrg dah clean and clear tau.. semua beres, kosong jer situ

Last month April agak tight sket keje aku, sbb ada job melibatkan directory baru dari existing client.. yg jenuhnya, saiz dia small dr A4.. so bila dah print, comel2 jer layout aku.. hikss. Oh ya, luckily pix fruits & vege aku tu dah snappy awal2.. bleh laa sket guna macro pya effect.. sbb malas nk buat blur effect kat photoshop. hiks!

oraits.. limau nipis ya uols, ingat senang nk buat art direction camtu??

And another clients yg tak mampu dah melayan dgn job nak lauching new logo. Kena lar buat dlm flash software. Aku juz buat story boardnya, video other designer buat. Pening kapla la plak.. berkali-kali amendment kena buat, mmg siot, smp bdk servicing tegang2 leher ya dgn client. Ayoo maaa.. ayoo paa, mak tak bersalah ok..

keje yg tak mampu nk di buat dah, bkn jd video lauching fr new logo, dah jd cam video corporate occay! over sgt2 tau!

Sumpah mmg boleh jd benggong bila buat keje gomen ni, 2 bulan semua designer mngeluh.. those who are experienced with them mrasa lar hati panas trbakar sket.. Smp kena carut dlm diam la dia org ni tak reti2 apa itu 'professional' work. But in the end all looks good, pastu koser dah nk melayan.

All i can say is.. penat gak oooo kapla otak ni, bila tak same wavelength dgn client.. so till then, addiossss amigos babeh!!

beep.. beepp.. beeeeppp..

2009-04-09T18:09:00.012+08:00

The Girlfriend Curse by Valerie Frankel.. I looooike the cover design!

Muahahaha.. sound like Shinchan bermain dgn kwn skolahdia jer..
By da way...... my coughing dah ok! yay!

Well, now we in the month of April.

Since job pon so-and-so kat ofis, environment kt luar pon cam borink, tetiba aku decide nk membaca buku la plak. Early month time gathering dgn bebudak ofis lama pargolf kat Subway The Garden, Midvalley trus msuk book store.

All price still da same, rege dlm rm35++ and above.. ishhkk borink tul.. aku dh la nk brjimat skrg ni. So I plan to get less pay, good book.. yeaa. dpt satu harga dia amat murah and worth to read, abount £4.90 jer.. ringgit msia nya.. uolss calculate sndri laa yaa.. xsmp rm30 pon.

Citenya not bad, within six months of breaking up, Peg Silver's ex-lovers always meet and marry the women of their dreams. The worse part, she's dianggap the last girlfriend, the one who awakens in a guy the knowledge of what he's always wanted in a relationship ... and it's never with Peg.

Skrg ni aku tgh baca part Peg pegi ke Inward Bound -- a proactive adult-education retreat for the hapless and hopelessly lovelorn -- to try to lift her dreaded "girlfriend curse." (If kat M'sia ada tmpt ni kan best?) then dia trjmp sorg mamat nama Ray.. urmm..

'Dutch' Melba Toast.. perghhhh.. kononnya dr Belanda haaa.. lawak tul

Perut kt ofis ni slalu nor lapau bila dh petang-petang. I grab sekotak biskut Dutch Melba Toast.. Nama biskut kurlassss uolsss... pd hal.. biskut roti keras jerk! hahahaa! Dah le byk sekotak tu, i think its gonna be my 'stock sebulan' kot? Cicah dgn air panas.. perghhh.. sodap siot. Sumtimes, i take it as my breakfast too, nk mkn nasi lemak koser dh. Baik amik healthy food.

Since kt ofis aku ni stock coffee minum nescafe, which i don't like it so much, i prefer coffee yg lain.. nescafe ni mcm2 side effect bila aku minum dari dulu lg. Once in a while bleh laa. Other than that minum tea.. hey, tea i pon sekotak mahal gak, herba tea lagik. Bkn tea biasa ni. I prefer Camomile tea.

Ingat kat Dome or other fancy restaurants je ado camomile tea?
Haaa brand Boh pun dh ado yang..

At least xde la tension sgt sambil buat keje tu, hirup minum tea or coffee legaaaa sket.. Well, aku dh lama x p jogging nih, agaknya lemak kolesterol dh mkin menebal dlm badan ni. Even aku ni kurus keding pon, time utk menjaga kesihatan penting beb. Umor dh mkin meningkat. Doesn't mean, yg kurus ni no need excersice yaa..

That day, kemain aku plan nk bli Apple MacBook sbb keje brtimbun giler-giler, plus dgn keje freelance aku. But now, keje dh slow down so xyah la bli dulu.. saving sket duit aku. Dah le plan nk bli cash ni. Hope aku tak la ter-ter terrrrguna duit tu. uwaaaaa..

Ok laa.. hv a gud day uols!

coughing again!

2009-03-25T09:30:00.009+08:00

Im having my coughing almost a month.
All this is bcoz of smoke – cigarette.

At 1st batuk lite2 jer, lama2 mkin mnjd-jd plak. Since new colleague joint ni, mmg dia heavy smoker, aku rase lain mcm plak batuk aku ni.

Selalunya, others fren yg smoke heavy camne pon i don't mind sgt, not even coughing pon. Tp mamat sekoq ni, rokok dia cam siot jer. Bila aku check apa brand cigarette dia, rupanya brand Pall Mall.. aisehh.. meaning mmg aku allergic la dgn brand ni.. kuat tul smp aku batuk non stop tau dak.

Dunhill, Marlboro, Gudang Garam, Salem, Kent, L&M brand should be fine for me.. But bila Pall Mall ni aku rase cam, owh please!! run baby run. Aku bleh mati dlm keadaan batuk perhaps. Ada a few time, dia hisap rokok gulung, al-kisahnya i still dont mind lagi.

Skali dia pya rokok gulung plak, jenis ada flavour plak baunya!! Siot! Dah ler rokok gulung tu dh ada bau dia sendri, ni siap ada bau flavour lain plak.. apa lagi, satu ofis batuk!! At one time, aku smp bkak pintu ofis utk ilangkn bau. Sehingga dia di sound oleh akak admin aku, if he wants to smoke, plz smoke out side, not at ur place. Haha.. mati la ko kt situ.

I didn't said i hate smoker, but berpada-pada la nk sembur tu. Respect la sket pd non-smoker. Office ni ber-aircond. Smoke la kat luar. And selama sebulan ni, sebotol ubat batuk dh abis aku balun, laa ni dok mkn Dequadin lozenges.. well at least. After mkn br-sleeve gula2 Halls, tak heal2 gak batuk, aku trnmpak Dequadin kt 7-E.

Kalau dia tak smoke kt luar office gak, mmg brg2 atas meje dia akan aku campak kt luar tingkap.. tengok laa..
Merasa! You better watch out fella!
Ko ingat aku tak berani?
Wait n see..

march yg boring

2009-03-23T11:20:00.003+08:00

Tak tau ape nk cite.. smp kena sound dek Lang kt tag board tu..
"2 months = 1 entry.." katanya!!

Well, early month wuz so great.. meeting frenz, mkn-mkn.. chatting, movie.. Fuhhhh lama tul tak jmp deyols.

Tengah bulan jmp Fida, urmm.. biasalah melepaskan perasaan pd aku sbg pendengar setia dia dr dulu. Lately ni mmg byk tul drama trjd psal dia & others frens.. Even tho aku pn kenal kwn dia itu, mmg mental kejap aku mendengarnya.

Nevermnd beb, anggap la ini semua dugaan kengkawan.. Kita tak buang dia.. dia yg buang kita. Bella blk Sabah, melawat Ingkung (granpa) dia yg dah pun sihat walhafiat. Adi last week plak p brcuti ke Bali.. urmm.. dia ni mmg suka pantai kekdahnya.. aku plak tak jd ke Singapore.

Plan ke Singapore ni pon bkn le aku plan sgt nk pegi.. cuba nk ikut si Eric nk visit cousin and uncle/untie dia, alih2 he said tak jd nk pegi.. Cett! Aku baru verangan nk ke Night Safari kat sana. Insyallah mebi bulan lain la kot pegi kata Eric.

Alhamdulillah my parents dah dapat pegi kursus haji kat masjid Kajang.. insyallah if nama naik tahun ni lepas pegi.. tp ntah laa kan.. ada rezki dia org, insyallah. Pak Lang & Mak Lang plak next month pegi umrah! Alhamdulillah...

Work kat ofis skrg quite so and so. Masa meeting dat dy, my boss ada bg tau yg he so much worried about economy. Selagi keadaan politik yg huru-hara x settle2 lagi, mmg kena risau, dgn ekonomi dlm negara pon kena juga peka. But i noticed, saham2 for asian countries much more better than US and Europe.. urmm lets see first 6 months for dis year ok ke tak..

Hopefully all goes well throughout the year..

gimme my self again and again

2009-02-27T09:00:00.002+08:00

I have always (ok, starting many years ago) wanted for time to pass quickly, so that i would have graduated from hi-skool, college, work.. and then to the day I die.

However, right here right now,
all i want and need is EXTRA a few hours a day!

Also, i have been always tryin to gain mass for a longgggg time.
I think my weight is slowly increasing, makin keding plak rasenya.
But all I've gained is...... tadaaa : cholesterol..!

2mrw is end of February oledy. A day afta dah masuk March!
This 2009 year really fast ok!

Im so bored. So invisible.
Sometimes i wonder, if i already feel like a ghost,
will there be a difference if i become "more invisible"..?

Ngeh.. ngeh.. ngeh..
Happy Friday.

Pepbori

2009-02-16T18:40:00.000+08:00

Kejap jer dh half of February.. Urmm.. mmm apa aku dh achive ek?? Aku rase Msia ni dlm kata2 musim economic down, rmai jer yg dok soping-soping uols. Deyol tak gawat ker? Cam relax jer... pdhal dlm saving.. "ya ak aww" hehehe..

Khaty Berahim and Daud Afro Aru dah received Datuk. Berbaloi gak laa, dr bg org Hendia yg ntah apa2 tu. Tittle Datuk tu dia sndri paham ke tak ntah laa.. "Nahi nahi Zindregi" jer la dia reti. Koser nyah! Sker tul aku statement si Daud Afro Aru tu.. "If not for them (fans), I would not be there".. Kannnnnnn...

Banks kat Msia plak dh announced derang bg lower interest rates.. for credit card. at least min amount promptly over 12 consecutive month frm nx month. As I know, aku ni dh lama tak men-swipe credit card, adalah dlm 2 taon dah.. aku dok byr jer utang lama. Serious beban aku ringan. But bila kuar dgn Eric, dia plak dok sakan swipe, aku lak yg tepuk dahi tengok dia.

Aku agak cuak dengar, dengan 'kerisauan' member baik aku. Instructor driving dia aku rase cam tak cukup jer yg di ajarnya.. Fuhh ada ke ajar half-half sana sini? Ishhkk time dia cite tu, aku siap imagine nk slap jer dgn selipar jepun aku. Geram tul aku. Tak pe nok, nti aku bg ko tuition slow-slow ek? Ko tya la byk mana soklan pon.. i will try to help u.

Nk kata aku expert sgt tak ler jugak, ada jer salah & silap aku. Mana ada pemandu berhemah kat Msia ni?? Ado? Jgn kekwat laa.. dlu ada sorg pemandu lesen 'P' and kete dia tak smp 'seribu cc' bleh himpit aku.. cilakak tul... tak padan dgn kecik! Sabor je laa.

Last week, M'sian Open '09 for golf event br selesai. This year i didnt with my ex-colleague.. passes limited, nk mkn pon dgr cite cam tak cukup.. adeeehh. Congrate to our local golfer Danny Chia yg leading 1st place for 2nd day. Even tho he didnt make it for final dy, keep it up Danny!

Ada new colleague joint 2dy as my art director.. I hope tidak ler aku & the other designer fenin kapla dgn boss lagi.. At least, weol bleh ask this & that with A.D. dulu b4 proceed to big boss. Keje aku so far, ok laa.. cuma kena brush up lagi skill creative side. Ishhhkkk dulu wat layout magazine tak laa camni sgt nk pikir.

I wish that i could accept the 'counter offer' frm my ex-boss again..
I wish i could.. uhuks..

wannabe.. coti-coti lagi olss!

2009-02-08T15:03:00.005+08:00

Fuhh.. 2dy holiday lagi.. ni yg buat aku tatau apa nk buat.. paling lebeh pon, aku singgah ofis buat keje, dpt duit.. bleh claim.. perghhh!

Kan best tiap2 kali cuti perayaan falls on sunday.. dpt lar extra monday cuti.

Apa kata, meh kita layan tgk clips video 2 brothers from philipines yg mengelarkan nama mereka 'moymoy palaboy' yg buat aku gelak sengsorang bila tatau nk buat apa dah coti-coti ni..

Layannnnnnnn....... muahahahahaa..

F**ng funny doh! Dah glamer dh derang ni.
Clips ni pendek & kejap jer, around 2.53 minit jer..

pop rock or dondang sayang??

2009-02-06T08:11:00.005+08:00

Urmm.. kononnya nk adjust sket blog aku ni.. alih2 dok bz buat keje ofis.. koser ah.Camtu lar aku skrg, bkn tak nk brblog, kemalasan dan ke-bz-ian sbrnya..

Well, last week and a week before, aku tgh struggle dgn concept client aku sekoq ni.. Hambik ko, last time terer bebenor wat layout for magazine. Now, aku dh beralih arah ke Advertising Agency kembali.. adeeehhh.. penat wehh perah otak nak pikir idea.

Attached bwh ni, artwork yg buat aku trmenung & blur for a few days..

At first, 3 design for TnG card tu (right) , bkn la yg final sekali.. design aku yg ntah ke berapa ntah ni. My boss tu, keep asking me to change, dah buat, amend, dah print, tukar lagi, aku rase design card ni jer take me 4 days to complete! Siot...

The one yg submited, ada 2 option.. yg boss nk tu, harem ntah apa concept ntah.. he ask me to did with keris, wayang kulit, and wau bulan.. BUT at last, boss said send skali both option.. hahaha.. So the other option look like this:

aiyooo.. retro benor lar concept boss aku ni.

Well.. i dunno either this job dpt ke tak, but im hoping Corporate Ad aku yg on the top left tu, dapat laa.. coz compny ni pyh tul nak dpt job frm dey ols.. (alaaa.. ckp jer cmpny aku ni bg quotation mahal & tinggi) I heard, now they wont judge from your design wise (coz yg buruk pon leh dpt) BUT the price that u quot for them (client)..

Skrg tgh economy crisis beb.. sure nk cut cost kan?

p/s: aku rase cam tak chantek lak design aku skrg..
am i lost my creativity?! die!

construction!

2009-01-30T08:27:00.003+08:00

Atas 'kepaksaan' frm my great fren si belladonna..
she helping me with new template.
kemalasan aku, dia plak yg tolong buat.. alamak..

Aku salute la sama ko bella.. thnks a zillion, trillion..
if not smp bila2 pon aku tak hapdate kot? hehehe..

Will come bck soon!

november rain..

2008-11-13T15:40:00.001+08:00

Aku bersiaran kat previous ofis.. dun ask why.. ada masa aku cite..
Nothing much nak story-mory, but memang kena la dgn tittle tu..

Once everything is ok.. will tell u wat when wrong.
Time to be serious, no foolish around.. huhuhu..

Wish me all the very best..
Jmp lagi!!

november begin..

2008-11-03T09:06:00.005+08:00

HEPI BUFDAY TO SUE A.K.A BELLADONNA

on 1st NOV 2008

Last Saturday Bufday Bella.. Pg sabtu tu baru aku nk wish kat dia, sedangkn reminder a nite before ada bunyi, tp aku dh tido sbb kepenatan friday nite tu.. Smoga uols sihat bersama Apple Mac mu ittew.. rajin2 godek naa.. Lps ni limit la time aku nk jmp ko nok! uwaaaaa..

And ysterday plak brlansungnya majlis prtunangan Sofi & Sara kwn si Eric kat Semenyih.. Alhamdulillah, majlisnya meriah mcm kenduri kawen lak aku rase. Smoga korg jgn gado2 lagi naa.. berbahagia la hendaknya.

Last week gak, aku brani mati p interview kat area Kelana Jaya.. selamba kodok jer pegi lpas abis keje. Time nk pegi tu, cam malas ya rabbi, dh smp sana ok la tu.. Tak sempat nk drive ke sana sure federal highway jam. Apa lagi naik Putra jer laa.. kejap je smp. Hati aku dh rase cam tak sedap hati nk keje kat tmpt skrg.. ntah nape..

I was thinking nk tgk movie by dis week.. b4 keje byk dtg mnyerang.. plan nk tgk cite seram dari Siam, Coffin urmm.. sape nk itot? Angkat kaki..

sepoi-sepoi bahasa..

2008-10-23T11:51:00.005+08:00

Dah lama tak menulis.. bila nk menulis da jer benda kena buat. Bila free dh xde plak benda nak cerita.. camtu la sekarang.. Raya tahun ni, agak meriah spt tahun2 lpas, yg best aku jd pokai sbb estimate duit raya trlebih la plak..

The most best aku dpt brsedekah.. ikhlas. Pose lps aku makin kerempeng.. tapi masuk raya ke 2 aku makan nauzubillah.. al kisah nk menternak badan. Tapi tetap la kerempeng melidi.. ntah2 byk cacing kot badan aku ni.. kikikiki..

Keje cam siot b4 pose aritu.. but i managed to finished semua keje time pose and cuti raya.. dgn senang lenang aku belasah cuti smp 5 hari mnjd kn cuti aku panjang until second week. Padan la muka mat salleh sini kan, sape soh main api dgn aku.

Ada bdk baru designer joint cmpny aku, muka excited giler joint sini.. ko tgu lar.. ni baru sebulan ko joint.. ko tgu ler nasib menimpa ko pasni bila design ko ada org adjust sesuka hati without asking permission! Yes, dat's what happen to me when my own creative head sesuka hati change design aku.. siot kan?

The rest of colleague cam rmai dh benggang dgn sikap mat salleh kat sini plus mat salleh celup skali lar (malay).. koser la nak cite, smp tahun depan tak abis nk cite. Turnover gaji kat cmpny jer dh besar maklum la semua expatriate.. tu ler psal. Ok off that story.

A friend of Eric, si Sopi & Sara nk bertunang nx month.. time dia org dtg raya ruma aku aritu awal2 lagi dah canang ajak pegi, tolong & stay over night kat ruma Sara bgai.. aisehh.. aku trgamam jap, rasa cam fobia lak dgr org lain nk brtunang sedang kn aku dok camni jer haa lagi..

Eric lak trkinja-kinja nk stay overnight kat ruma Sara sedangkn Kajang & Semenyih tu idak ler jauh benor.. Balik hari jer la kan. And I realise, hari prtunangan mereka tu falls on Sunday. Kalau Saturdy best la gak, hari Sunday leh rehat2 kat rumah. Arghhh.. tak pe itu cite nx month, nti br pikir.

A few dys bck, adik angkat aku Rakuten kol all the way frm Kedah. Kat ofis katanya. He seems ok, sihat walhafiat. Lama tul dia tak kol aku, i dont know why.. sdangkn ada gak la aku sms dia, tp cam nk reply tu nan hado. Apa2 hal pon, wish him all the best.

Next wk senin Deepavali.. tahun ni aku tak p rumah kwn2 skool kot, coz last year dia org pakat kawen ramai2 (aci tak camtu?) and this year bantai balik ruma in laws plak.. cett! bg aku jelez jer kat korg semua dah ada mertua.. uhuks. HEPI DIWALI friends..!!

Ok lah geng.. jmp dalam next entry ya!

hapdate ooi hapdate!!

2008-10-17T16:19:00.004+08:00

Muahahahaa.. dah abis raya pon bz lagi kaa?

Ekcelli banyak nk cite, smp tak trcerita dh ni..

Tak tau mana satu nk cite.. tu dia!

Ni baru habis deadline dgn job..

Tunggu jer la ek cite dr aku ni.

minnal' aidil wal fa i zin

2008-09-24T16:03:00.006+08:00

Salam semua! Aku ada.. saja jer bulan pose ni, nk senyap-senyap.. bulan baik, amal ibadat kena baik jugak.. tp meroyan gak dh lma tak brblog..

All to my bloggers frens, Salam Lebaran buat semua. Ampun & Maaf di pinta selama kita brkwan melalui blog ni..

Aku cuti lama Raya tahun ni.. biasa laa, org jarang ambik cuti kan.. Aku cuti dari 30hb ni and masuk office hari Thursday on 9th Oct, hahahaa.. lama tu.

Insyallah lepas raya nanti baru dpt blog hoopping... promise!

bulan ramadhan kan, bulan yg mulia...

2008-09-08T15:20:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum semua! Dah genap a week kita brpuasa kan? Sekejap jer. Alhamdulillah... Terawikh tetap buat as usual. This year, my cmpny beri balik awal as 4.30pm.. Sempat sesgt la nk smp rumah pose dis year.

Dulu time kat tmpt lama blk as normal 5.30pm.. uwaaaaa rushing ok. At least, sempat fetch my mum blk keje, sbb my dad tak bkak kedai sepjg Ramadhan ni. My sis cuti semester, a whole week ni dia ada kat ruma. This wk dia plak dh start dgn new semester.

Last week, it happen that my dad car kena pecah!! I mean, sib baik bkn screen depan laa. Ni cermin sebelah driver. Waaa bulan pose yg mulia ni pon ada gak ke org nk buat keje jahat. Alhamdulillah, xde apa2 plak brg yg hilang dlm kete tu. Radio pon dia tak ambik. Pelik!

Yang paling suspen, video player dgn set tv tu pon dia tak ambik.. fuhhhh legaaaa.. Tp berderai gak la cermin tepi tu, mybe dia guna hammer kot? Silapnya plak, center-lock key remote tu mmg rosak. So apa2 hal trjd, mmg kete tu tak la brbunyi la alarm-nya. Dah nk jd. Sabo jer la.

My dad dpt claim insurans esoknya, fast n furious sungguh coz my uncle Pak Lang mmg keje insurans cmpny. Ptg tu terus jer siap glass tu. Wah cepat betul. Sib baik tak mahal sgt. Tak kang melopong plak kete tu xde cermin tepi.

Mmg betul la nama pon penyagak kan, bukan la dia 'kisah' pon hari mulia bulan mulia ni semua. Apa yg dia tau, dia buat dia pya suka..

Selamat brbuka pose semua!!

rain,, rain go away.. come again another day, mr. jonny want to play!

2008-08-28T09:10:00.003+08:00

I still remember lagu tadika tu dulu.. asal ujan jer lagu tu le trngiang-ngiang kat telinga. Hujan smlm lebat betul.. time kuar ofis tu, ingat ok lagi laa nk redah. Bukak payung, trus hujan lagi lebat.. Sejuk ya amatss lak tu..

Hujan rahmat.. puasa lepas panas melenting, 2nd day tu plak hujan selebat2nya. This year, puasa hujan, insyallah raya nanti terik kot? Biasa la Mesia kan br-iklim Khatulistiwa, panas & ujan through out the year.

Aku suke main hujan dulu time kecik-kecik.. alhamdulillah tak plak demam. Smp skrg ni kena hujan pon aku tak kisah.. beshhhh.. some people bila hujan, dok tgu lama kat ofis.. but not me. Ada payung, lipat sket kaki suar, ready to go. Alaa bkn nya mati kena hujan pon.

But if banjir, mmg aku tkot sket.. tkot kaki tak jejak tanah. Slip sket tkot jatuh lak kat dlm lubang mana-mana kan. Dah ler aku kecik a.k.a 'keh-tut'.. Maklum laa 'Hobbit' tribe kan.. mmg kena di-protect selalu.. haaa gelak! gelak kat aku la tu hobbit katanya kan?

Manage to snappy 2 pix kat Stesen Masjid Jamek.. sempat lagi tu. The most fofular ever if banjir kat KL ni, tp smlm alhamdulillah. Nothing happen. Dan xde Bruce Willis or Hancock dtg menolong warga kota. Nak masuk nama Jon Rambo tak masuk akal la kan, hutan belantara xde kat KL ni.. hikkss!

Lagi 3 hari nk Merdeka.. tp tak rase sgt kemeriahannya. Dgn cite politik xabis2.. Bendera pon tak byk di kibarkan. Korg prasan tak? Cam tak ada semangat jer. Lori2, bas2, kedai2 pon blom kibarkan Jalur Gemilang. Apa sudah jd?

Selamat Mnyambut Hari Kemerdekaan yg Ke-51 Malaysia!!
Dan Selamat Berpuasa uolss..

alaaaa semua org dah boleh agak dah..

2008-08-27T09:00:00.008+08:00

Bosannnn betul laaaaaa..
Is there any perkara yg 'more' mencabar dr ape yg sedang berlaku sekarang ni?
Sori geng, aku tak prnah suka dgn Org Tua ni.. never..
Putar Belit!

Sesungguhnya...
Allah itu Maha Mengetahui..

aiman gyver for 51st Merdeka frm petronas ad..

2008-08-25T16:50:00.002+08:00

Haaaa.. after we had watch 'Percintaan Tan Hong Ming' from Petronas Ad dulu, dan Ad ni juga menang a few awards kat luar negara.. (sila ke blog Yasmin Ahmad if tak caya) mehh kita tgk Ad for 51st Merdeka pya pulak..

Touching, tp bg encourage pd semua org.. ni keje sape ek? Alaaaa for sure uols tau sape pya idea ni kan.. enjoy watching!

Ehh Ad ni dh kuar tv lom ek?
Maklum laa aku ni jarang nk tgk tv on weekdays..

--> oh ya, plz 'pause' my music kat sebelah tu dulu b4 watching

alkisah friendship never die katanya..

2008-08-21T12:35:00.000+08:00

For almost 2 weeks aku struggle dgn ke-bz aku, sambil mkn buah pulasan berbakul-bakul kat rumah yg di berikan oleh kwn bpk aku brpangkat Mejar Kerusi ke apa ntah. Katanya seluruh kampung dia kat Johor nuu kenduri buah2an.. apa lagi.. balun laa! Mkn sampai lebam!!

By da wy, dats is not i wanted to story mory Cik Gayah oooi, but nk bg tau psal hal kwn2 aku ni laaa.. Those who are really know me, understand me, for sure dia paham tahap ke-bz-an aku camne. Even kat blog aku ni pon aku bg tau. Tak paham lagi sorry la, mmg aku tak layan laa.

I admit, not all ppl aku leh entertain hari2, coz some ppl need a privacy tul tak? Unless korg pya spouse ke, family member ke kan. Ni jenis yg tak paham bahasa, dh tau aku bz, lagi mau call hari2 tya soklan yg sama.. mak aii. Bkn aku marah.. tapi berpada-pada la kan. Cuba imagine betapa kuatnya pengaruh kwn sebenarnya drp family.

Sebabnya almost separuh dari masa seharian uols, uols habiskan dengan kawan2 not with your family members. 24 jam sehari; 8 jam uols habiskan dengan kawan2 (di office atau di kelas), 2 jam terperap dalam kesesakan lalu lintas, 4 jam bersama keluarga, 2-3 jam untuk bersendiri dan 8 jam lagi untuk tidur (im sure skrg time for sleep it not 8 hrs anymore kan?)

Apa-apa pun I wasn't berkira-kira sangat tentang darjat bila berkawan. Tak guna ko nk double-standard pon. Orang-orang yang lebih rendah pangkatnya pun sebenarnya punya sesuatu yang bernilai untuk kau pelajari daripada mereka. Yang penting tepuk dada tanya selera la kan.

To all my blogger fren, aku bukan menghilangkan diri. Cuma keadaan sekeliling yang masih menyesakkan kepala aku buatkan aku hampir kehilangan mood untuk menulis agaknya..

Dah nak masuk bulan Ramadhan dah ni.. tak sabar rasenya!
Yahooooooo!

how expensive gigi ko ek?

2008-08-14T09:20:00.002+08:00

While buat laundry mlm td, aku sempat laa tgk berita.. mmg trperanjat la kejap bila dgr org kuat one of my ex-client kat cmpny lama tu charged with corruptions! As i know, baru je beberapa tahun dia naik jd DG, mak ooi, arini semua local sot khabar cite psal dia..

What the most suprised is, dia pi accepted dental treatment yg almost, yes almost RM14,000 tu nape? Wallaweyyyyyy... chantek ker gigi ko Datuk? Mehh tgk sat.. Dlm news tu bg tau, dia terima dr seorg director sebuah cmpny advertising agency yg kununnya own by his brother..

Yaa, pomot la mesia dgn gigi kita uols... caiyok caiyok!

Now i know, why evrytime we dealing with this organization selalu sgt byk 'cekadak' tak tau itu ini, material for advertisement dlm magazine aku dulu they ols byk sgt putar belit. Ckp jer la ko guna kuncu-kuncu ko kan! Im sure, my ex boss who use to close with him dlm hal2 golf akan trkedu dgr news ni mlm td..

So sad.. dh ler duduk dlm satu organisation yg melibatkan promoting negara kita Mesia, service gigi pon smp byk camtu? Perghhhhh.. bapak aku p scalling gigi pon RM1 jer, if ada following treatment pon free kot, sbb my dad dh bersara.. apa la nk jd dgn org2 brpangkat besar ni kan..

And for sure, for those dealing with 't___m' board akan riuh talking abt this..

Sorry geng, I tak sempat nk singgah ke blog uols semua arini, nk abis kn keje cefat, if sempat mebi tomorrow kot.. take care naa!

the naked truth

2008-08-12T12:25:00.002+08:00

Last nite pegi dinner dgn Eric. Dia ajak mkn mlm kat luar.. ehh, dinner tu mkn mlm laa kan? Menggong tul aku ni.. tetiba jer lpas solat maghrib dia text, mamat ni pyh nk ajak aku kuar ekcelli, but mebi dh stone-death kat ruma kot boring tak keje.

Both of us didn't go smp KL laa, sbb dh mlm and lazy to drive jauh2, save minyak kan. We ended up mkn gerai kat area court mammoth kjg tu je.. All the wy frm ruma aku sbb dia yg drive (b4 dis aku je yg drive) aku xbyk sgt brckp, dia jer dok pot-pet-pot-pet br-story mory.

Byk tul dia brckp.. im just giving my wisdom word kat dia jer coz xmau dia down psal hal keje dia lately ni.. sound sad, but i dont think he going to joint bck his previous job. No turning bck ok, aku kata.

I wuz saying, stop thinking abt money skrg ni, and think how to get a new job! And he agreed to that. All I can said is.. Insyallah, rezki tu ada di mana-mana cuma we hv to strive for it -

Olympic ni, aku prasan Michael Phelps skrg menang with a 3rd straight world record.. perghhhhh mamat ni bkal beat ex-Aussie swimmer dulu iaitu Ian Thorpe. Kelessss.. tak silap dulu mag' TIME prnh gelar dia 'Pool Shark' bagus laa, he still young baru 21 yo, cerah peluang dia ni..

My question: Bila la nk merasa tgk org Msia badan br-6 pax bleh kuasai acara renang di Olympic? Bkn xde org Msia yg hebat, ada.. tp dh hari2 dok mapley mkn nasik lemak & roti canai baik xyah.. mngabis kan boreh yoo!!

See uols again naa..!

08-08-08 waaa ini no. manyak ong ooo

2008-08-08T14:30:00.002+08:00

This number for Chinese ppl meaning, nombor 'ong' mereka. Esp. my ex boss kat pargolf dulu.. fuhh ikan kat aquarium pon kena 8 ekor, design wise pon sumtimes kebetulan kena sure no. 8 jd pilihan.. so tak salah if Olympic Games 2008 kat Beijing this year 08.08.08..

Since Msian sibok dgn kes 'sape tutuh sape' (motiff la 7-8 kali kan, bunyi cam suka sama suka tuu..) baik aku buat cerita hal sukan, lagi best.. Since i wuz a kid, bila time ada big game cam ni, for sure time ptg2 lpas blk kelas mgnaji Al-Quran, weol pon tak mlpas kn peluang brmain acara olahraga..

Those who win, ada hadiah spt 'jajan'.. Haaaa ko ado? Keles tau dulu zaman kanak-kanak aku.. ekcelli wanita besi (my grandma) yg sponsors kami. Well, mana la time tu weol ada ongkos kan.. kikikiki..

Meriah oooo time tu... dok main acara olahraga, smp lutut, tgn berdarah laa semangat sukan pya psal.. bestt betul laaa! At least zaman childhood aku dulu tak laa weol melepak ke, merempit ke kan. aktiviti sihat sajork.

Oh yaa! Dgr cerita, Squash game tak di pertandingkan! Betul ke? Nape ek? If not Datuk Nicol David sure leh dpt beberapa gold agaknya.. fuhhhhh SEJUTA BEB if dpt gold, kayo!! To all Msian kontijen yg ke Beijing Olympic Games 2008, all the very best to uols... Malaysia Bol.... (perlu ke jerit Msia Boleh ni? sgala benda boleh katanya smp 9 lawyer haa! muahaha..)

Have a nice weekend uols!

what a booooring week

2008-08-06T12:00:00.000+08:00

Job quite slow lately.. boring plak bila not so bz.. semua colleague aku tgk cam tak brsemangat jer.. haaa ya laa, sok bila magazine nk send to print, semua dok serbu aku.. Hate that!!

Smlm aku ada event golf kat Bangsar.. Golf? Bkn ko tak keje lg dgn cmpny golf ke ppuan? Ha ah.. mmg laaa tak.. tetiba joint ada gak saki baki golf kat cmpny skrg, cuma lesen je weol amik, sbb main office kat s'pore.. motippp? By da way, koser laa nk pegi.. boring uols.. sbb simulator, bknnya golf course.

Balik nti, nk singgah jmp Eric kat ruma dia.. nk anta vacancy pya advertisement.. wahhh bantai rilex & tido saje mamat ni sejak2 tak keje.. For time being, dia jd Mr. Mama pd anak buah dia Si Danish katanya.. urmm suka hati laa. Ada one nite, dia p teman kan Danish p gerai kat belakang area ruma aku, time tu la dia bg tau psal hal keje dia..

Aku mmg super hate, if sesiapa tak appreciate apa yg kita buat.. even tak ckp 'thanks' pon aku benci.. dunno why. It same goes time aku memula kenal Eric dulu. Sombong nk mampos, dh lelama dia lak yg tegur aku dulu.. merasaa la kan. Sib baik aku ni baik nk layan if not 'Im sorry mak masak kari' laa.

damn.

i've been going through the same emotions these days.
how can i stop myself from feeling the way i do?

what happened up there?
what has crumbled inside?

all messed-up.
and i dont have to wait that long to be afraid.

thats so called-life!
and to dearie Eric, brsabar2 la dulu..
rezki tu ada dimana-mana insyallah.

hot and spicy

2008-07-31T16:30:00.001+08:00

This is not cerita ayam kfc kehapa.. but this is abt me yg asyik nk marah org je lately ni, esp. last nite incident. Aku jarang nk marah, tp skali aku hot.. koser la nk cite mcm mana.

1st story
Time isi minyak - Dh byr kat kaunter, amik noozle msuk dlm tank, aku buat la procedure spt biasa, alih2 minyak tak mau kuar!! Meter tu pon tak gerak... Aku angkat blk noozle tu, letak la blk kat tank tu semula.. mana la tau, org kat kaunter blom picit button ke kan.

Aku continue blk msuk noozle dlm tank kete aku.. pon sama minyak tak kuar! Aku pon toleh le kat kaunter, nak tau minah kaunter tu buat ape? Dia p borak dgn sorg mamat mana ntah & aku bajet sure dia tak tekan button dia. Aku pon hape lagi, marah laa minah tu. Aku kata "Hoooiii, ko nk mgatal dgn mat rempit ke ko nk kena buang keje?" kecut minah kaunter tu, dgr aku jerit.

2nd story
Baju Raya Adik aku - Since baju tu dh silap, and my mom pon dh anta blk kat tailor suruh alter, obviously still ada kesilapan sket. Time tu my sis mmg mgada la, itu tak kena, ini tak kena semuanya silap. Aku diam kn dulu. Alih2 smbil dia jerit2 and nangis lite-lite kata tak mau pkai baju tu dlm ala-ala mnyentap-yentap.

Aku yg diam dr td, trus brsuara dgn kata2 puaka aku la apa lagi. Dh laa kain tu aku beli kan, China Silk lagi.. sket pon tak appreciate aku.. Haa, aku pon kata, "Ko byr sendri dgn duit ko utk upah tailor, jgn soh ibu or aku yg byr!! Brsyukur la ada baju raya, some ppl nk beli kain pon tak mampu ko tau!!

Last nite, adik aku tido smbil brendam air mata.. lantak laa.. apa aku kesah, aku penat2 keje, sket pon x nmpk jasa aku?

3rd story
Colleague aku - Minah ni mmg blur.. apa pon tak tau.. aku tak tau cam mana dia keje marketing. B4 this minah ni slalu je kena sound sbb benggap sgt dgn account manager aku. Lpas lunch td, dept aku ni tetiba 'power trip' meaning xde api/electric la kekdahnya, bkn 'lawatan power' ya uols, only yg br-function lampu emergency je.

So di jd kn cite, ada colleague aku lg sorg ni dia bisu, so dia guna aku la utk bg tau minah blur ni. coz keje yg dia bg si bisu ni dia nk cefat Kiranya soh bg tau minah blur ni, our dept kena 'power trip' 2,3 kali, so dat minah ni bleh tgu kejap. Aku pon intercom la minah blur ni, saying xde electric kat sini.

And this blurry minah plak kata, semua tu ada kat dlm cmputer si bisu this and that, bla bla bla.. aku kata laa lagi skali.. "Our dept kena 'power trip', semua benda shut down, can u plz wait for a while?" Si blurry ni plak kata.. "Ohh no no, keje tu ada kat dlm production (server), and u can ask si bisu to take from there"

Time tu aku dh bg tau dia 2 kali ni, same, repeating ayat our dept kena 'power trip' tp tak paham2 lagi katanya. Mula la aku tinggi kn suara.. "Did u understand wat si power trip samdol? Tak de api/electric kat sini 2/3 kali, mcm mana nk suruh si bisu buat keje kau! Faham tak! Semua benda shut down kat sini, our Mac tak bleh open la of course!" trus minah blurr ni trdiam, and said.. "Owhh ok ok.. paham"

Inside my heart, i said 'kang aku kata bodo ko marah...' Dang!

July... in the month of July...

the blues di sini and FREE magazine!

2008-07-29T09:25:00.001+08:00

Well.... here they come!!!!!!!

Even aku bkn feminat setia Chelsea, but sbb ada mamat germany dlm team tu, aku ok la jugeks kan.. hihihi... ok to my ex-colleague kat ParGolf tu, today semua dh ready nk pegi tgk deyols p trainning.. mlm nti sesapa yg pegi stadium.. enjoy yeah!! wowieee..!

To M'sian team.. smoga brjaya.. (cehh bunyi cam tak support langsung jer kan?) Im sure mlm ni sure meriah, coz not only Chelsea fan yg dtg, even those yg tak bkn fan pon nk tgk player2 dunia ni.. fuhhhh.. baru best! Bkn cam MU dulu, dtg sini semata2 nk naik kapal terbang cheap tu jer.. mcm tak prnah naik boing 747 jer.. smp feminat sndri hampa! poyos tul (sory Chot!)

Tetiba aku notice dlm list TOKL ada nama aku dlm bulan ni.. klakar.. adakah gara-gara aku buat keje smp stayed bck br nk published nama aku? motipp.?? tp under 'designer' bkn 'senior designer'.. sabor jer laa.. magazine lagi satu di bubuhnya 'senior' pulak.. sengetttttttt!

Ok.. NAK FREE MAG' FOR NEXT 3 MONTH? sila click pix utk paparan lebey besaw!! Malas plak nk taip semula sini.. besa laaa mood tak bape baik laa skrg.

Segala instruction ada di bwh tu.. or else.. beli TOKL August issue (xmahal la RM4.90 je) or log on www.timeoutkl.com and hit the button 'Free Subscription Offer' pastu follow je apa yg disuruh buat.. Easy rite??

Happy Tuesday uolssss!!

i need a peaceful

2008-07-22T13:00:00.003+08:00

Lama plak rase tak menulis... No mood rasenya. Ke malas ke, tak tau laa..

SUNDAY, A WEEK BEFORE.
A week b4 last wk, one of my good friend send me a text asking to kol dia blk, and it said ‘urgent’. And yeaa.. by that time aku mmg tgh menumbuk rempah nk buat sup taufu (harus la tak pkai sup bunjut, sbb pkai rembah biji, so kena la tumbuk sket) kat kitchen sbb time dh tgh hari harus ler tgh masak uolss.. ape ingat aku ari2 wknd ni, xde keje kt ruma? Tolong sket...

Since text dia tu brbaur fenting, (ye laa, mana tau kot2 dia jatuh longkang ke apa kan) I directly grab my fon to buzz dat person. Aku admit, both of we mmg close, maklum laa trlalu lama brkwn. Cuma weol very rare to meet each other, aku kat sini, dia plak kat sana. I wuz asking what wuz happen, and my friend ni plak turn to be said ‘sorry’ to me.

My friend reluctant nak bercerita at first, coz i wuz sooo surprised, tetiba nk mintak maaf plak.. yea.. for sure dia buat sumthngs wrong kan? Memula tu I wuz too pushing asking why this and that, coz my friend tu sound so sad, and don’t want to tell me what’s going on. After confession on the dance floor pon dh buat oleh dia, a bit disappointed pon ada, ye laa kwn kan, tanpa kwn sape la kita ni.

Nothing else I can say to my friend ni, kecuali to ‘change’ diri dia sendri. I’m totally understand there’s no miracle can happen dgn sekelip mata, but God knows what happen. It’s hard for me to tell here, I live it as a personal matter.. I don’t know my friend ni tau ke tidak blog ni, but maybe dia bleh cari sendri.

To my dearie friend, tabah kan hati byk kan brdoa, jgn lupa Allah sesekali, i know u can change, u almost there already!! Selama kita brkwn, sy slalu doa kan yg trbaik utk awk.. beri la ‘peluang’ utk diri sendri, be strong. Allah tak akan ubah idup manusia, jika manusia itu tdk ubah hidup dia sndri.. Take a break, i know u nd to be alone.. Insyallah everything will be fine after this.

SUNDAY, LAST WEEK.
Fuhhhhhh asal sabtu & ahad jer the best is part is stayed at home with family!! Setelah 5 hari brkeje cam org gile kat ofis, 3 hari brturut2 aku stayed back smp kul 9 kat ofis. Time solat aku pon trkejar-kejar tau, dh le surau ke building sebelah! Haru!!

And i don’t like this kind of situation, yg trlalu mgejar harta dunia, nk bramal ibadat pon takot tak sempat! Subhanallah! My sis ajak tenang kn fikiran dgn p menonton cite Dark Night a.ka. Batman.. And that night, I decided to........

MONDAY, YESTERDAY.
By da way, I planned to chau chin chau frm my current cmpny. Last wk, frm Monday to Friday everything wuz frantic mgalahkan Mr. Bean kucar kacir nya. Marketing ppl plak, hari ni nk hantar magazine ke printer, hari ni jgk laa, semua mrktng person serbu aku utk settle kan Ad. Gile!! Tak tau ‘death’ line ke diaorg ni. I really don’t understand why, why, why must keje last minute?

Malaysian attitudes tak pernah berubah!! Menci. Ok, im fine with everyone, but when it’s come to work, please be more professional. Aku lebih rela keje dgn org Jepun yg asyik sebut ‘hait’ and tunduk to each other, or when they going inside elevator, tak sabar2 nk masuk ke ofis... biar la workaholic camtu, aku lebih rela, dr keje dgn org msian yg tak pernah nk brubah!

And im a bit angry, yess i mean it.. ANGRY dgn sorg mamat ni, sesuka hati amend & adjust design aku sesuka hati without asking a permission. SENDUK KAYU betul la dia ni, at least just say that u nd to adjust sket keje aku, ni tidak.. langsung tak appreciate keje org. Dan that’s why, when comes he asking for help, aku saje lengah2 keje magazine yg aku handle instead of doing that mag’.

I understand, he is my boss.. yea boss yg brlagak bodoh sombong. Gaji besar, tapi apa pon tak tau. No wonder art director aku benggang & resign awal bulan aritu, and we did talk a lot about the stupidos boss tu. Bila my colleague yg art dir tu dh resign, sgala keje dia campak ke my boss yg dulunya, kemaruk nk buat sgt mag’ brtaraf world wide ittew. Maklum la, cmpny aku ni based kat London. Serata dunia tau magazine tu.. instead of magazine yg aku handle tu for expatriate sahaja.

Alkisah, bila my colleague tu dh brambus, my boss (ok, he’s not really big boss, but creative dept semua under him) ni pya la suka nk buat the whole magazine, and sambil2 tu la dia brani mati menukar itu, ini design aku, without telling me. Cilakak kan? Sabar aku dh tahap gaban dh ni. Aku rase Gaban pon tak bleh tahan dgn org camni.

Di jadikan cerita Maria Mercedes, yg dulu idup miskin tetiba kaya ittew.. dgn kaum kerabat yg gile kuasa nk merampas sgala harta Maria Mercedes dgn arwah asben dia, berlaku la huru hara di ofis aku sehingga semua, semua satu ofis tunggang langgang. Boss yg gile kuasa ni akhirnya, kecundang dgn tidak meet death line on the dot, and wuz hoping aku & the other designer to help! Padan muka ko setannnnnnnnn (baca dlm nada haji bakhil dlm cite labu labi ok).

Until now i wuz wondering what wus he doing, sdang kn colleague aku yg resigned tu boleh buat alone without any help frm other designer! By right, colleague aku tu dh buat half of the magazine b4 dia brambus dulu. Si boss stupidos ni, bg alasan dia ‘byk keje’ dats why he can’t do alone. Bull shit!! If ada bull shit kat dpn aku ni, dh lama aku lumur kn kat muka dia. Mngarut. Ckp je la ko tak tau buat keje, or pemalas.. abis cite.

Now, kerana seekor umat ulat kat ofis ni.. aku planned cari keje lain.. seriously! See, one of my friend tgh dlm trouble, kebetulan plak aku bz dgn hal ofis. At least, aku cari space utk tidak memikirkan sgt hal kwn aku tu, w/pon my head spinning smp skrg psal hal dia.

No matter what, doa kan aku ok sentiasa, and most important skali, doa kan aku dpt keje baru.. Insyallah.. or else.. maybe I need to change my carrier as designer?? We shall see..

Mehhh layan lagu baru aku dari Coldplay ni.. lagi relax!!

priceless weekend

2008-07-07T13:45:00.001+08:00

Since Im not feeling well last week, I spend most of the time a home.. Borink seyy.. Habis semua keje aku dh settle kn. Imagine, flu & batuk melanda.. Saturday, Ibu drag me to buy kain ela for raya preparation.. uhhukkss.. malas tul.

Ekcelli she wanted to buy for dato sairy a.k.a. my bapak, but my sis over heard the conversation, and wanted to join us.. oh yeaaa... pagi sesudah suboh dia dh bangun! Pada hal, wkends la cam garfield dok mengeliat titun!!

Yesterday, I started my day early.. lpas buat laundry and bekpes, aku p jengah taman sekangkang gorilla depan ruma.. kau ado? mak xde kebun yg besaw nyah, dok bndar kann.. janji kangkang gorilla tu kira ado la jugeks.

At first nk buang all daun2 kering, skali I saw satu benda yg amat kiut.. hehehe.. take a look below..

Uisehhh.. comey plak nengok putik buah tu.. di sebalik pokok yg lain. Buah apa kah ittew ya? (buah hati!!.. cam bunyi iklan itu) Mehh tgk lagi..

Tuuu diaaa!! Walaupon blom besaw gedebas, tak sabar plak rase nk petik.. Buah mangga ni, weol tanam dlm 2 pasu yg besaw.. tak tanam ke tanah pon. But I believe, akar dia sure dh ke tanah laa ni..

Ni plak buah kedongdong aku!! (buah kedongdong tak tau?) Haaaa specialnya psal pokok ni, dia senantiasa jer berbuah tau.. Alhamdulillah buahnya tak masam, tp jenis lemak. (yess uols, lemak brkrim di sukai ramai...) Byg kan neighbour aku selalu amik petik. Ada skali, pokok dia tgh menggila dgn buah, berlambak-lambak laa weol campak kat belakang storm bpk aku hantar kat surau.. habisss! Dgn biji2 pon leh telan!

Pak belalang pon dok lepak pepagi kat taman sekangkang gorilla aku ni.. Ada skali tu, ada iguana kaler ijau pon dok lepak sini tau, al-kisah nk bwk masuk nk bela sbb almost a month dia lepak situ.. alih2 dh lari plak. So far, tak de laa ular ke hapa lepak situ, tp yg slalu amat lepaking ialah Ratu Siput!! Aiyooo..

Fuhhh tenang sket kepala otak ni... at least ada gak taman kat ruma ni, bleh tenang kn mata. Tp tak bestnya, time aku dok mengemas taman tu ada mamat bangla plak lalu trsengih2 tengok aku. Cett!!

K laa.. aku tgh lunch ni..
Happy Monday uols!

what has become of our leaders?

2008-07-04T11:10:00.001+08:00

‘Almost everyone in government is tainted with scandal. How can we Malaysians have these kind of people to run the government?’ - m'siakini.com

Sana-sini cerita tu, on tv cerita tu.. baca paper cerita tu, kat tenet pon cite yg sama.. apa daaa.. yg sorg dituduh camtu, yg lagi sorg lak camni.. pastu tetiba kata cenggini, besok plak kata "ini kes mahkamah, ceria la di mahkamah..."

Yang yg sorg tu, dh jd inspector gadget, tp buat cite bollywood.. adeehh ntah ape2 ntah. Kejap kata org ni yg boom, kejap kata org ni plak skandal dgn org ni. Yang budak buat laporan sorg tu plak, bodo ke banggang aku tak tau laa.. dh tau ko nk jd mangsa, yg p merelakan diri ditutuh nape? Ko tu lelaki, tak leh lawan ke? Lembik. Mcm merelakan diri je? Makin laku plak politik skrg ni ek?

Agaknya kalau dpt dijual (rasenya, bleh jual kot?), mesti 'pakcik kayo' la penjualnya tu.. xyah ikut skim cepat kaya sana sini. Kita baru je dilanda kenaikkan harga petrol, pastu laa kes yg camni plak.. Negara besar kat luar sana sure tgh gelak sambil tepuk tangan menyanyi lagu 'rasa sayang' kat our country.

Can we all as Malaysians accept these kind of people to be the leaders of this country? Fening laa.. fening!

Kita arini dh masuk bulan Rejab 1hb.

Bulan Rejab adalah bulan Allah swt.

Diriwayatkan bahawa Rasulullah saw telah bersabda:

"Ketahuilah bahawa bln Rejab itu adalah bulan ALLAH SAW"

Buat-buat la berselawat ke atas Rasul ke, puasa ke.. dari mndgr perkara2 yg sedang melanda negara kita skrg ni.. kan lebeh baik.

july in the month of july

2008-07-02T14:00:00.002+08:00

How i loathe the second half of every year.

The days seem to pass slower in the first half of the year than it does in the second half. kejap tul dh bln tujuh.. pastu puasa dh bulan sembilan, pastu raya! yay! lepas tu, nk bayar plak duit road tax and insurans kete.. pastu.. wehhh byk tul pastu, pastu...

Oh ya! for Chelsea fan out there.. sila beli magazine Time Out KL July 2008 issue, flip page 100 pegi redeem tic if nk tgk star player korg dtg M'sia. This tic ekcelli for trainning session, which is more up-close and personal (amik laa bape byk autograph, snappy pix ke) dari korg tgk friendly match pd 29th July tu.. ada faham?

Chelsea Training Passes Redemption Outlets.

Description:
If you’re reading this now, it would only mean that you’ve purchased our July issue and would like to go see the Chelsea boys in training. Let’s run you through the procedure in order for you to get a pass to the training session. (While stocks last)

Step 1.
Buy Time Out KL, July issue.

Step 2.
Flip to page 100 and cut out the redemption coupon.

Step 3.
Run as fast as you possibly can to these two adidas stores to redeem your training pass.

Adidas the Gardens SP
Lot T-220, 2nd Floor,
The Gardens,
Midvalley City, KL.
Or
Adidas Active Arena
SACC Mall,
Jalan Perbandaran 14/9,
Seksyen 14, Shah Alam.

Step 4.
Thank your lucky stars for Time Out KL for these passes.

Sape tak paham, koling-koling le hp aku k?

Cheeerssssss!!

its ok.. germany dh champion 3 kali dh pon..

2008-06-30T08:26:00.004+08:00

Spain mmg kuat..

Kasi chance la kat Spain yg mmg ketagih since 44 tahun yg lpas..

So Germany, ape nk risau kalah pon tak kisah..

Sbb dh merasa mnjd juara 3 kali dh..

Thnks to all Germany players.. I see uols in World Cup!

Aku tak bape sihat dr hari Jumaat lepas.. tetiba jer.

Nk kata demam, tp tak demam..

Tp batuk sket.. ni yg aku pantang ni.

Mmmmm monday blues...

journey to da final

2008-06-26T08:34:00.002+08:00

Yeaharrrrr.. game yg best pagi td...

Thnks to Philip Lahm yg last minute score the goal.. Nti aku jmp hang kat germany aku blanja eskim pop ek? kikiki... No matter how, Turki w/pon rmai pemain utama xde, tp sungguh kuat pd aku esp. dia org score 1st goal..

Pg ni, antara Russia & Spain.. fuhhhh giler.. team ni kuat lak tu. Aku tatau nk sokong mana satu.. Cuak sgt, sbb dia org akan beat Germany di FINAL nti..

Hebat tul sorakan emosi kali ni...

Layannnn...

ke-buhsanan golf and gincu

2008-06-24T09:00:00.002+08:00

Bosannnnn plak rase skrg ni...

Yup, dat's rite, musim kebosanan aku dh melanda semula.. trmasuk la hal-hal kat ofis baru ni.. nk mnyesal pon tak guna dh ni.. aku rase geram pon ada, lagi-lagi aku prnah miscommunicate dgn head creative aku yg amat lembap ittew.. tak creative langsung, harap resume jer hebat.

Aku rase cam nk berambus jer skrg ni.. aku xde prob dgn bdk2 marketing, bahkan kamceng lagi. Tp ntah laa.. dgr cite, dia org tgh dok cari-cari art director / snr. designer lagi satu, tp tak dpt-dpt lagi. Ada sorg dh spt, tp 2nd interview tak mau terima job ni.. aiyooo.

even aku tak dpt mkn cekelat ni, dpt tgk pon jd laaa.. uhuks bosan!

Aku dpt rase, if dlm keadaan crucial time camni sah2 aku yg akan ganti tmpat tu! MAMPOS!! bkn berdouble.. tp tripple keje aku nyah! susah tul satu cmpny buat 2 magazine or more ni. bosannnnnnnnnnya!

Ok la nk cite bola plak la.. at least xde la aku bosan sgt..

Aku tak sabar nk tgu mlm penentuan nk ke 'Final' team Germany dgn Turkey pagi Khamis ni.. fuhhh w/pon team Germany ku ittew naib juara World Cup yg lpas, tp team Turkey adalah pilihan underdog aku juga sbb prestasi mereka di World Cup yg lpas sungguh hebat la juga.

even aku tak dpt p germany lagi, support team germany pon jd laaa.. uhuks bosan!

For group yg lagi satu tu.. aku dpt rase lah team Russia akan mara ke Final. Mmg superb btul dia org kali ni, al kisah nk balas dendam sbb time World Cup lpas mereka tak mnyerlah. Tp kalau Spain memang laa, kecewa la org Russian.

Ok geng.. jgn lupa tgk tau.. dh nk final dh Euro 2008 ni..

memang happening

2008-06-20T10:20:00.002+08:00

Ishhh.. lama plak tak berblogging... mmg happening tul last nite. Hepi jer aku rase.. Last nite, p tgk movie cite The Happening.. balik tu borak2 jap dgn my sis smp dia lelap..

skali tengok Euro 2008 Germany team kalah kn team Portugal tuuuuu!!

memang happening tul..

Aku mmg tak sangka la Germany bleh whoop Portugal softly pagi tadi.. sbb time dgn Croatia tu dia org kalah.. tp tak sangka la Germany menang!

meh kita tgk pix meh..

Pagi tadi sempat text Abg Moe aku psal kemenangan negara trcinta dia... waahhh meloncat2 dia dgn housemate dia, suka sgt katanya dpt beat Christiano Ronaldo.. hihihi.. kalau tak murung la dia tiap2 hari..

Text dia pagi td tu, dia sedih gak sbb dh lama tak blk Germany.. urmm.. adat la duduk merantau. Rindu family itu satu kepastian..

Aku tgu gak kot2 team Italy lagi hebat.. urmmm we wait and see!!

Goooooo Deutchland!!

oh mama! saya mahu kawen!

2008-06-04T12:38:00.002+08:00

**disclaimer: entry geram yg panjang nih..

Kawen dgn sape? My close cousin is supposed getting married last week. But they cancelled. Between the merisik and the wedding, it was less than a few months, which is good for me, xde la lama sgt duration brtunang tu.

So, between she and her fiancée, they decided to share the expanses and hold the reception somewhere neutral, neither at both their parents’ place. Her fiancée is about my age, and my cousin is 2 years younger.

I felt that my cousin gila kuasa to the max and right to plan it anyway she want.. kunun-kunun nak beli brg-brg mahal and mampu segala-galanya, maklum laa nk jd raja sehari, but men-trouble-kan diri sendiri finally. Maklum la RM8K dia di pinangkan. Rasenya, tercekik batang jagung gak la fiancée dia bila dgr jumlahnya tu.

I remembered, my dad was the one yg menjadi ‘jurucakap’ during brtunang ceremony, even everyone know that my daddy yg bermulut puaka ni byk juga gunanya. My dad yg selalu cakap ntah hape2 kalau tgh marah, said that he didn’t want to have anything to do with the wedding actually.

Sebabnya, there is the history between my auntie & uncle zaman muda-mudi goes wayyyyyyy, wayyyyy, wayyyyyy back. Belum tentu Oprah can solve their problem ni, or even rancangan Quek Mambo Bersama Anita kat Astro tu. Kerana ini telah melibatkan hukum-hakam Agama.

The first of many arguments she had is with his own fiancée is, bila fiancée dia berjanji to confirm the date nak melangsungkan majlis pernikahan. Me and sis getting terlebih excited pulak, maklum laa dia kawen dulu dari I. But then last 2 weeks my auntie called up my mom to mengadu domba about her daughter and soon-to-be son-in-law yg tak hantar duit or even brg-brg hantaran!!

Mak aii, dah tau nak kawen nape tak buat ape-ape?! Jadi ke tak ni?? Setelah my mum puas bertya itu ini, rupa-rupanya bakal son-in-law dia ni, expecting money from his boss due to ‘bank money claim’ yg dijanjikn oleh semua staff sbb my cousin fiancée ni keje bank. Itu la, kununnya he can get the money on the dot, by last month or the middle of this month, skali HAMPA la, sbb tak dpt lagi.

To me, pandai berjanji pandai la ko nk selesai kn masalah ni, sape suruh kan? Punya la depressed cousin I ni, kerana ape satu preparation pon tak buat!! Infact my other uncle yg kat kampong nak bawa segala suku sakat keluarga, org kampung serta tok2 besan skali. At least, lagi ramai sedara mara dtg, ringan la sket keja-keja majlisnya nanti.

Since there’s the financial implication, weol sefamily tried to help sikit-sikit laa because my cousin ni pon gila kuasa nak beli itu ini. Time i tau psal hal ni, mmg i dah mengeletar rase tak sabar nk bg tau my sis. Until then, I have never discussed anything about my cousin wedding with mom or even my auntie and uncle coz they so emotional tak tentu pasal..

Laa ni pulak my dad plak cam so-and-so jer nk involve dlm hal nak attend majlis nikah my cousin ni, due to cerita lama both my auntie and uncle! My dad sanggup cakap, kalau my mom sanggup nk tanggung dosa please go ahead nak dtg that day.. Alamak!! I thought apa nak jd, jadilah! My sis and my mom has sort of back down quite a lot lately.

But how should I tackle my mom and sis? Silap hari bulan, I pulak yg jd baa baa black sheep from my dad.. anak derhaka namanya. So, I thought the only way to go is after the majlis akad nikah, means we go a bit late. The reason why my dad refuse to sit time akad nikah nti bcoz, my uncle sure ask him to be ‘saksi’.

Is hard for me to say here, why my dad refuse mnjd saksi, all this due to hukum hakam agama, bukan perkara main-main. My mum trying to be the isteri mithali pun trpaksa sokong 100%. My sis plak at first tak puas hati coz she didn’t know what’s going on.. nak tak nak, both my parents trpaksa dgn pedih hati mencerita kan cerita yg sebenar.

Anyway, to cut a long story short, my cousin and her fiancée have to postpone the ceremony yg kami sendiri pon tak tau bila, until further notice la kot. Sometimes grown ups can behave so childishly. Dlm kes camni, aku byk mendiamkn diri with my cousin, coz kang if aku memandai-mandai kang tak pasal-pasal dia sound “ko sendiri blom kawen, pandai2 lak nk jd wedding planner aku” zassssstttt.. That’s what aku cerita kat Eric.

Hope lepas ni, jgn ada sebarang problemo lagi.. insyallah. To me, tak yah ko buat grand-grand sgt, yg penting akad nikah tu. Then buat jer kenduri doa selamat abis cerita.. Ni la zaman skrg, bila kena pinang almost RM10K, dgn gaji yg tak mampu, dgn saving yg tak cukup, buat la ala kadar jer. Senang cite!

speedy gonzales sangat la kak ooi

2008-05-26T08:20:00.007+08:00

Almost a month aku dh joint cmpny baru ni.. kejap jer rase.. This time ever, aku try naik train.. fuhhh lama tul xnaik train pegi keje.. jimat skit duit.

Even fully loaded cam tauhu sumbat, rase sronok wehhh, bleh tgk gelagat org M’sia ni. Since aku ni jenis berjalan quite fast and furious spt kete paul walker ittew, ramai la yg mnjadi mangsa pijak dr kaki aku ni.. klakar tul..

Ya rabbi, lembap tul org-org yg nak pegi keje pagi naik train ni.. mngantuk balik ruma la brader. I guess almost every day aku pijak kaki org.. baik lelaki mahu pn ppuan.. for sure org benggang.. nasib ler, sape soh trkiput-kiput pepagi org nk p keje kan.

Those where the days, when I wuz in hi-skool time muda rumaja, tringat zaman naik bas mini yg kaler pink tu.. perghhhh! Beshhhh giler.. cam naik roller coster… zooooommm lajuuuuu! Ada skali tu, me and the geng pernah kejar bas mini time balik skolah gara-gara lazy nk menunggu kat bustop.. hehehe..

Last time hebat woooo.. siap angkat kain kurung sekolah kejar bas, dgn beg skolah yg berat tu. Since me and the gang bertudung bgai, ada la satu hari yg kelakar brlaku, sambil berlari-lari pecut tu, weol managed naik beramai-ramai sehingga we didn’t noticed trtinggal lagi sorg.. bila bas nk bergerak sikit, ada kelibat kwn weol yg lagi sorg nmpak dari belakang bas mini pink panther tu.

“Sttoopppppppppppp!!” weol jerit sekuat hati.. bas mini tu pon emergency break la ape lagi! Lepas la kwn weol ni naik bas. Bila bas mini dh bergerak dlm 10 min camtu, tetiba weol trnampak kain kat tengah-tengah dlm bas.. since org dlm bas tu tak berapa ramai umatnya, one of my friend gigih pi nengok benda tu.. trus dia pegang and angkat..

Uols sume nk tau amenda bendanya tu?? Sumpah uols sume janji jgn gelak tau? Kain tu actually KAIN DALAM kwn aku yg dok mengejar bas mini tu laa.. hambik ko!! Jgn kata satu bas mini cooper tu gelak smp pecat pewot, bahkan pakcik driver bas and konduktor tu pon gelak smp sakit pipi dia org.. mak oooi malu nya..

But since kwn aku ni jenis tak mkn saman pya org.. dia sndri pon gelak kat diri dia sendiri.. adeeeehhh.. kain dalam pon leh trlondeh ke? Mebi trlalu speedy kot dia berlari time keja bas td.. tak pon getah pd pinggang kain tu dh longgar! Until now asal berjmp jer, sure dia kena 'bahan' cite kain dalam.. lawak bangsat tul.

Kenangan sgt.. tersengih aku sengsorang dlm train sambil memandang luar tingkap train pagi tadi..

Long time no see lah..

2008-05-19T21:30:00.001+08:00

Haluuuuuuuuu uols!! Assalamualaikom..

Kannnnnn motipp la dh brminggu tak hapdate.. bz ke cik yanz?

Baru msuk keje kn, byk benda nk belajar kat opis baru ni.. nk tau job scope aku camne, ape perlu buat & trmasuk la aku kena belajar software baru kat sini.. iaitu InDesign, kira gabungan, Adobe Illustrator, Pagemaker & Photoshop.. waahhh sonang tul keje aku xde la asyik guna QuarkXpress!!

Colleague baru not bad, sungguh professional.. perangai hu-ha giler aku lom lg aku tunjuk kn.. hishh malu ahh.. kang mat salleh tu kata aku minah ‘weng’ plak. Kat sini paling best ada:

1) 1) SERVER yg amat besau & lajuuuu.. tmpt lama xde server
2) Cmputer Mac aku tu.. wowwieee amat la beshh sbb G5 babeh flat screen lagik!
3) Ada Art Director, x mcm dulu.. perah otak sndri babe. Penat.
4) Pepagi aku xyah bukak ofis seawal 8am lagik
5) More designers..
6) If dh xde keje aku akan brambus kul 5.30pm sharp!

Even dh naik jelak aku tgk menara klcc tu, tp nk cuci mata petang2 ok laa.. the funniest part, kat ofis ni ada gelaran2 pd mat salleh sini.. Si Bazooka la, Si Katik la, Si Landak laa.. Si OTB laa.. mcm-mcm.

Im quite calm and cool here, sbb tak fening sgt dgn keje-keje yg brkaitan golf sgt, even tho ada magazine golf yg di published kn, cuma lesen jerk at msia coz ia di buat kat S’pore. Nak kata cmpny ni besar, mebi la kot coz they based kat London, UK.

sempat snappy sblm blk

But here in KL baru jer dlm 6 years. Dulu dia org concentrate one mag’ saje, skrg dh buat satu lg mag’ baru iaitu TIME OUT KL.. mag’ ni dh lama brtapak kat UK, NY, Dubai, India & certain big city kat donia ni.. Cuma KL ni jer br 3 issue kuar.

By da wy, my station akan moving ke belakang sket & akan together2 dgn semua designers & editorial.. xde la brselerak sana sini cam skrg, & keje2 construction kat opis tu dh nk hampir siap. That’s why, aku xde masa nk hapdate blog ni. Kebetulan, firefox kat mac aku tu lom leh guna sgt sbb head aku baru email kat IT guy kat London spy download sgala kepejadah.. tu le pesal, baik ym or msn aku asyik2 on-offline jer. But no worries.. soon babeh.. soon!!

For time being, sesape yg ada account ‘skype’ tu leh la add aku ‘wexgex’.. itu gunanya ada account tambahan ni.. sbb dlm ofis ni kegunaan skype dgn semua staff di benarkn. Ok la, ada masa akan hapdate spt biasa.. ekcelli, streamyx tarak betul lagi kat ruma ni, yg ni sesaje aku ‘menerai’ line 1315 yg tak perlu password & user.. cucuk jer kabel telipon tu, dh trus ado line.. terer tak aku?

Till we meet again..

sayonara and gracias everyone

2008-04-30T08:40:00.001+08:00

Today is the day : My last day of employment

Throughout my 3 years 2 months here, I've seen people come and go. I guess that this is the norm in working world. All of us have different directions, priorities and career paths. I guess that this is how I feel now. Life must go on babeh!

I have a mixture of feelings all welled up inside me. Sad to leave the peoples here, Come what may. I have to look forward to the future, be gratefull of what I have now, and cherish what I have gone through.

Oraits not to be too cheezzy, I would just like to thank everyone in the company. Thanks for bearing with me, thanks for the guidance, thanks for the friendship and camaraderie, thanks for the free meals and drinks, thanks for the crazy jokes, thanks for the experience, thanks for everything but most importantly, THANKS for all the MEMORIES. All the best to you all.

I'll be starting my new job on the 5th May.

I see uols nx wk, unless if i rajin to online at home! (if rajin)

p/s: pagi td aku sempat layan tgk MU lawan Barcelona.. even satu gol, dia org dh tempah ticket ke final.. hebat tul kaki Paul Scholes tu, pagi sok Liverpool lwn Chelsea plak.. urmm aku tak hoping menang besar, sbb Chelsea mmg kat tangga atas, kot ya pon si Ballack dr team Germany favourite aku tu brsama Chelsea.. MEANING, dua hari ni aku akan jd ZOMBIE kampung pisang laa sbb tak tido tgk bola sajork!!

uwaaaaaaaaa :( bf no. 1 aku.. huhuhu

2008-04-28T09:20:00.003+08:00

Arghhhhhh.. mmg aku stresss..
This time aku rase trus nk demam bila dgr berita psal my car..
Yup my lover of my life.. bf aku no. 1 ni..
Lantak laa org nk kata aku bercintun dgn kete kannn..

Last friday, my daddy cool drove my car,
Ada small accident sket kat kete aku tu..
Uwaaaaaaaaaaaaa... betul la bapak aku ni.
Dah tak ensem dh bf aku tu.

Sib baik lampu tak pecah!
Mmg superb 'Bodo' tul ppuan yg drive kat depan kete tu..
Ada ke depan traffic light green dia bleh break emergency!!
Emergency satu hal.. dia bleh stop kete dia parking!!
Cilakak tul!! tak prnah dibuat org!!

My dad sempat laa mngelak ke kiri,
so my car mmg kemek sket sblh kanan depan!
Kete kembara tu ppuan cina yg drive,
sib baik aku xde di tmpat kjadian.
If ada, dh lama aku TAMPAR jer ppuan bodo tu..

Dah ler aku br p hantar laptop adik aku p service last friday..
Ni hal kete plak aiyooo..
dh tentu byk duit kena spend utk kete & laptop..
Stresssss tul..

Ingat nk tunjuk la damage kete I tu..
Tau tau jer, handphone trtinggal kat ruma pagi td!!
So sesape kol aku sorry la xdpt nk entertain..
SMS je la ya.. nti ape2 hal, aku return kol korg.

I need to be alone a few days ni..

take a step into my world

2008-04-25T08:20:00.001+08:00

Wat the story morning glory??

Malas plak nak update blog skrg ni..

Ekcelli I plan my last day to stay until today jer kat ofis ni.. so at least I got one week rest b4 I joint a new cmpny. Sekali ada satu manager asked me to add a few item on golf event yg membuat aku jelak dgn client sekoq ni. Benggong tul. Since dat job pon dh haf way I did it, mak merelakan diri ini, utk sambung keje ittew until vomit blood kekdahnya nok!! Uwekkk.. uwekkk bunyinya.

Later, when I left da cmpny.. im too worried dat dey might ‘tenyeh sirih’ kat belakang, saying dat I left da cmpny b4 I finish my job.. haaaaa mak sentap occay! Sat lagi bergegar lak ofis ni I berkungfu. I kan best staff kat sini.. cewahhh!! So far, no more job for me.. but nmpak gayanya, I got to stayed until end of da month la on 30th.

I plan to buy a few shirts, maklum la I ni bkn la shopaholic sgt, coz my career ni pon casual jer, jeans every day pon no hal. Tu yg best jd designer ni, xde la fening2 kapla tak tau nk pkai ape.. less is simple. Dh lama tak beli baju baru, asyik recycle je. Buring seyy.. then I realized almost a year I didn’t bought any of new attire.. aiyooo..

Work flow as designer ni tak menentu.. if u gud enaf, semua keje pasti cepat beresss pya la, sgala short-cut key kat Mac tu tutup mata jer leh buat. Some old colleague dulu, slalu tension dgn aku yg keje cepat abis.. pastu work aku sure mesti detail and cun. Biasak laa.. aku kan roxx.. less is simple!

But being designer pon sumtimes lack of idea, kengkadang nk tido asyik pandang siling jer cari idea.. hehehe.. dat's me, time belajar dulu. Skrg ni, naik katil trus zzzzzzzz... dlm tido pon boleh dpt idea sbrnya... kelesss! My boss lately ni, cam monyok2 plak muka dia, coz ada lagi sorg staff writer pon akan quit same day with me. Hambik ko, 2 in 1 katanya.

Insyallah.. rezeki tu ada di mana-mana sbrnya..

Nantikan.... FILEM-FILEM TERBAIK 2008 Bakal ditayangkan di pangung wayang berhampiran anda!

2008-04-23T09:20:00.001+08:00

Soooo rajin designer ni.. aku pon xde masa.. hebat tak?
Sooo COOL babeh!

a rilex weeks ever

2008-04-21T12:50:00.003+08:00

Untuk menghadapi berbagai kemungkinan, feeling-ku untuk kemas-kemas semakin kuat. Byk barang-barang aku dh campak dlm kete tu.. brsepah2 kat seat belakang, tak sangka dlm 3 years ni, menimbun brg aku but mostly 'masterpiece' aku jer laa..

Saturday & Sunday, aktiviti aku di rumah.. so tak kuar ke mana-mana, by rite.. si Fida nk ajak tgk movie, so sorry la beb.. aku really-really exhausted, kena abiskn balanced keje. And today, new person yg bakal mngantikn aku pon dh join.. her name is 'Chot'

Ambik ko, ingat nama utk lelaki jer.. ppuan pon ado tau.. Trnmpak lappy adik aku, handphone & earphone dia, aku pon snappy2.. bila dh boring tu le keje aku.. sgla benda aku nk snappy kat ruma tu, smp tayar Storm bapak aku pon aku snappy.. buang tebiat.

As early morning, aku cuci kereta dulu last saturday, asyik hujan jer.. siap cuci, wax polish, vacum bagai.. perghhh berkilat-kilat kete aku.. aku cuti memasak, sbb giliran adik aku la plak, sungguh best jika ada adik beradik ppuan ni.

While waiting 'Wak Misai' balik from gotong-royong di surau.. (tu gelaran bapak aku tu).. aku betul2 boring, sbb pewot dh lapau benor.. Normally, weekends camni mmg family day aku laa.. kena la tgu dia balik skali utk lunch bersama. That's my family..

Even every day pon setiap mlm, mmg kena makan bersama.. if let say dia balik late pon, weol tetap berempat mkn mlm bersama.. alaa.. family aku bkn ramai, xkn pyh benor nk mkn sefamily kan. Unless, pewot dh lapau benor, jam dh smp kul 11mlm.. harus le aku & adik mkn dulu.. ibu jer yg tgu..

Mmg betul2 rilex kapla otak ni.. Eric bg tau dia nk ke S'pore end of this month.. cousin dia ada birthday party laa ape bgai.. dia ada ajak, but aku tak dpt nk pegi, sbb dia blk on 6th May.. aiyooo.. mak baru masuk keje la nok on 5th tu.. uhukss.. melepas nk jln2 dgn Eric.

Today, aku kena ajar and bg tau a few things to a new person.. (mati ler, tak se-expert aku katanya).. nevermind.. she got to learn new things as well.. But im curious.. dia graduate BA ok, lagi hebat dr aku.. but dia apply for 'Junior' post.. adakah graduate skrg ni mampu dgn post 'Junior' sajork???

sumtimes sad is good...

2008-04-17T08:30:00.009+08:00

What if sadness is good for you? Depends jugak kan..
No matter how sad I'm gonna leaving this cmpny,
Aku kena 'chau' jugak..
Kindda bz lak last 2dys ni.. lagi nk blah, ada je keje sket..
Hard to say. I love people here.. the great team ever!

Selama aku mnceburi career as senior designer ni,
last 3 years ni laa yang paling aku rasa hepi & fun sekali..
Even kecoh dgn gaduh mulot lite-lite urmmm.. lite ke?
No lar.. weol gaduh betul2 ekcelli, but its happening since
early years till the end. It's really fun for me.

Missing one of my great Editor, Patrick last Feb pon aku dh sedey2,
Ini kan aku lps ni.. it's really hard 4 me 2 say bubbye..
I tot at 1st I'm OK jer, but my mood really spoil lately ni.
Really.

This is the prob lar, if too close & spend banyak masa bersama..

Not only at nite nak tidur je aku rasa sedih,
lunch time wif deyol pun aku rasa sedih.
Padahal nasi dlm pinggan tu aku sental smp licin ni..
They plan to do about 3 'farewell party' for me. (kau ado??)
Duhh!! I hate that, coz kang tak psal2 aku lak over meraung..
Did i said 3 'farewell party' juz now??
Pitammmm.

Tiga pon tiga laa, janji mkn free.. yay!
Mati la melantak cam anak2 'vavis' kat sepang nuu..
As long as dia org ikhlas, im ok.. tp heran gak..
Ekcelli ada a few people tak leh brsama at one time,
dat's why until three.. aiyoo.

will i feel lonely????

sedihnye........ macam nak nanges...

Ni yg benci ni, emo-emo lak..
Tak roxx la ko ni yanz!

something worth living for

2008-04-14T09:30:00.002+08:00

Ape cite kalau aku bloggin' tapi tak cite pasal about diri sndri kan? Memang la aku sndri sembang nak letup jer, but i know how sadisnya hidup solo. Enjoy la sampai tak ingat subuh pun. Borak la sampai terbakar table restoran nasi kandaq line clear kat Penang tu sekali pun.. perghhh!

Bincang la masalah cintun sampai mamak dpn central market pasang some no.1 hits hindi songs sebab nak halau punya pasal. Memang lebih banyak seronok daripada tak seronok hidup secara solo ni, tapi nak bisingkan hati yang sunyi punya pasal. Terpaksa la aku menipu hati dan perasaan sendiri. (nasib la si eric tak tau blog aku ni)

Sket2 kata aku rockers? rox ke aku ni? tak rox la korg ni...
Sket2 mana ada rockers sibuk temankan kekasih shoping kat pasar?
If ada yg sanggup, bg tau aku, mehh aku pinang mamat tu..
Mana ada rockers cakap dgn lover, 'sayang' , 'papa' , 'mama'
Tapi, 'awak' , 'saya' dah rock dah sebenarnya. macam tu la.

Cikgu Akaun aku reka cite kata ppuan kaut, haaa.. kan dah silap eja, ngumpat lagi cikgu sendiri. cikgu aku cakap ppuan kuat daripada laki. Reason yang dia main reka... Siti Hawa goda Nabi Adam a.s. sampai kena campak dari Syurga.

Aku pun tau ppuan memang terer goda. Tapi, agak-agak la. (wehhh.. tang ni aku tak terer ok?) sampai Nabi Adam a.s. pon di jadikn reason nak kasi letup cite. If aku yang tergoda sampai jatuh 'cintun' logik la jugak.

For my great friend Hany, bersabar laa dgn life yg melanda ko sekarang.. Allah mmg nk menguji umat lemah spt kita ni..
I know some tears never dry.. redha.
No worries, i will stand by ur side and remember,
.. you will never walk alone.. aik.. cam prnh dengar jer ayat ni?

Sora aku dh start sengau..
idung dh mula flu.. uwaaaaa :(

wild think.. u make my heart sing..

2008-04-11T08:45:00.008+08:00

Camni laa… org kata:
“friends stab you in front”
But i said:
“friends stab me frm evry angle dey can think of”

Malas gila nak elaborate.
Emo je karang

Chatting ngan adik angkat sumtimes best jgak.
Cite psal kat kolej dia kat Australia..

Adique : bdk dr uganda tu cool
Adique : tiap2 ari buat sex
Aku : dia romen sape?
Adique : awex die ar
Aku : k*** dia besar kot, mana x romen je keje
Aku : awex dia org uganda gak ke?
Adique : tak ar
Adique : org JEPUN ar
Aku : (trkedu).. wooohooo..
Aku : memang power rangers!

haiyaa.. why must like dat one?

2008-04-09T08:40:00.001+08:00

Adeeehhh.. nape la ini trjd Cik Piah and Pak Sood ooii. I find it quite annoying when somebody i know who is in a very-very happy relationship put their status in myspace or facebook as 'single'. Okla... technically u ARE single tp tak bleh ke nk honor the relationship with something like 'in relationship' maybe? And when i take a look at the girl's site, she dutifully put 'in relationship' as her status. Tengok tuuu.. tengokkkkkkk!

So it makes me wonder... Apsal guys ni sgt segan nk ngaku ada awek? Dulu time takde awexx pun segan nk ngaku xde awexx, jugak sbb takut dituduh loser! Skrg bila dh ada awexx tak nak ngaku plak sbb takut saham jatuh. Podah cit..

Kunun2 susah nk kwn dgn ppuan la kalau letak status 'in relationship' tu ek? BOLEH BLAH. Kecik2 dh takut komitmen. Skrg dh grow up, they will leave the sprint mark whenever their gf (who is unfortunate enough to be their gf, by the way) say the "M" word. Alaaa mgaku jer laa, rmai lelaki takot dgn ''M'' word tu..

Org yg takut komitmen is so loser ok? (mati la.. sapa tatau?) but then, its ur choice. I can't fully blame them to put the status in such a way because maybe... just maybe... they think that the gf is not yet the right girl for them. Again.. BOLEH BLAH. Baik serupa jgn bercintun.

Anyway, I have lots of guy friends who freely admitted that they are already in relationship. They good, damn good. If anything, that makes me respect them more, coz dat means dia org ni jenis responsible and honest with themselves.

So sesape loser kt myspace or facebook ke hape yg lain2 tu (sib baik la aku xde) yg tak nak ngaku awexx tu awexx korg, haaa teruskanla brperangai camtu. Nti in future tetiba ada org ngorat awexx korg, terkontang-kanting la korg sorg2. Padan muka...

whoaaaa... scary gak tengok

2008-04-08T08:30:00.001+08:00

Last week, one of my friend yg keje kat klcc tower sempat snappy2 time KL ujan lebat giler.. At 1st tittle dia kat email tu dia tulis.. 'hujan lebat kat KL semlm, mcm nk kiamat' zazzzssttt! So priority dia keje kat floor tinggi2 senang laa nk snappy pix.. tp scary oooooo!

Resolution pix ni dh pon aku reduce sket.. besau giler.. the best part, dia snappy guna camera fon sama cam aku ni.. sony ericsson cyber-shot 3.2mp jer.. k800i series.. waaaaaa hebat dak? Fuhhh berkepul-kepul awan tu nk hujan.

Smlm aku sempat drop by new company nk hand out copies of appointment letter.. fuhhh aku rase mcm berada di bumi UK plak, ramai sungguh mat salleh makan ulam cicah belacan.. buat aku rase engrishhhh aku cam engrishhh aku di zaman kindergarten jerk.. uwaaaaa.. berslang2 occay! *pitam jap.

I meet a few colleague saje coz yg lain tak sempat sbb memasing dok buzy here and there. Mebi on my 1st dy nti la kot baru beramas mesra.. yay! Hopefully dey welcome me with open arms.. cewahh.. Oh ya! Ada lagi sorang staff writer aku akan menyusuli nk quit jgak.. alamak cian plak aku rase dgn cmpany ni, and for sure my lady boss will MERAUNG!!

Last but not least.. apa daa nk jd dgn Makcik Sufiah di bumi UK nuu kan, otak cerdik, famous seantero dunia, tp dh sesat, tepuk tgn laa org2 kafir ni.. aku cukup 'hangin' dgn statement dia, bila dia ckp 'No Regret' mak aii memang nak kena penampar dgn selipar jepun aku gak makcik ni. Skrg mmg la tak mnyesal, sok-sok Tuhan tu nk balas CASH jer kat dunia ni..

Aku doakn Makcik Sufiah ni akan berubah,
berubah kerana Allah...
Insyallah..

salah ke nak 'skipping' engrishh??

2008-04-04T09:15:00.000+08:00

Time kecik2 dulu, belajar sains dlm bhs m'sia. Itupun namanya Alam & Manusia.. start darjah 4, bukan darjah 1 cam skrng. They even make them study in english. I'm not kondem 'bout using bhs english. Malah aku galakkan sgt2, and i dont buy da thoughts yg kata using english at school akan menyebabkan org melayu lupa asal usul. Ridiculous bullshit.

If I make dis entry fully in english, (oppss.. i did wat? byk entry aku in engrishh ape?) does dat make me less Malay? If i speak english daily, does that make me less Malay? I'm a Malay. Despite what language i use, i'm a Malay. (and speaking Malay doesn't make me look stupid. haha.. mati la reverse saikologi katanya =P)

What I want to tell uol is pasal my cousin brother darjah 4. He is the only one of my siblings (sepupu pon kira siblings gak ape..) who is eager to learn to speak in English since he was 3 years old. (yeah!!! kak yanz is proud of u Faris!!!). Sedangkn my own sis pon aku ajar dia time umur 6 yrs old..

Pada suatu hari.. (ambooi cam buku cerita lak) one wet morning, my uncle discovered that dia tak boleh keluar dr ruma sbb small banjir. So, weol takleh nk keluar beli food. My auntie yg famous dgn resourcefulnessnya try la mncari bhn2 yg boleh dijadikan bhn makanan. But she only came out with ulam2an yg segar di dlm fridge.

As da whole family LOVE ulam2 and sayur2an, trmasuk la aku sefamily, we dont mind if we mkn ala vegetarian hari tu. (adala telur 10 biji, sardin pon ada). Then Faris menjenguk2 dapur (kalau sedara mara dh jenguk dapur, tau la dia dh lapar la tu). Then I pun mengusik dia. "takde ikan la for today. ada sayur je. weol jadi haiwan 'maun' la hari ni ye?" and was greeted with blank look.

"maun?" he asked.

"maun la....haiwan makan daun...panggil maun kan?"
"oooo...apala kak yanz ni. itu haiwan 'herbivore' laa" he said with superior air of authority.
Cisss, budak kecik ni... belum sunat dh tunjuk pandai...

But then, i realise mmg lebih sesuai subject science ni di 'conduct' in english.
Coz like sumthng wrong je called 'maun', 'maging' tu.
Herbivore, Carnivore and Omnivore sounds scientific la sket kann.

maun....maging.... memang sounds like cacat... hiks!

Salam Jumaat semua!

waaaaa so terror liao!

2008-04-02T09:50:00.001+08:00

Yesss uols, mmg aku sentap and jelez!
Bila graphic software yg every day, i repeat.. EVERY DAY
aku guna, but never know it's so AWESOME!!

Model: The Lost character John Locke.

Excellent work dude, seriously A--fuckin'--mazing!!!
It take only 3 hours to finish it..
Man u are a KING
Impresses by all designers!

Happy April everyone..

adeeehhhhh :(

2008-03-31T11:30:00.002+08:00

Why must dis happen...? adeeehhh..
My car handle broke, it wasn't my fault..
Who did dat? My daddy cool.. uhuks.

There u go.. terbang 90 henggit aku..
Since no time nk pegi cat semula, aku biar kn jer!
Tak sempat ok.. kang cat ntah bape le dia org charge.
Dh ler kaler kete aku tu pelik, lain dr yg lain..
Uwaaaaaaaaaa..

Ni kang nk paint harus le kena bukak blk handle tu..
Tp ok gak kot, sib baik kaler hitam..
I dont expect spare-part Gen 2 agak mahal..
Kira yg tu original la tu aku carik.
Bapak ckp cari jer yg mur mur..

Ha ah.. ye laa.. murah2 kang patah balik..
CAMNO?
Sape mau ganti? Aku gak..
Adeeehhhhhhhhhhh...

sambungan dr drama minggu ini.. episode 'confession on the dance floor'

2008-03-28T08:30:00.004+08:00

Madonna laa sgt kann?? koser..
I plak nk buat 'Confession Tour' skrg ni..
Yess.. skrg ni laa..
Cefat panggil semua media turun padang.

Sekerak.. ehh.. silap.. sekeras-keras kerak..
Akhirnya lembut jua hati boss aku.. yay!
Utk 'melepas' kn bdk kecik ni... gittew...
Finally aku decided utk memilih compny baru!
Iya.. tak tipu.. it's for sake of my future.

Sooo.. i do not know whats going to happen to me later..
Hope new company will be more better.
My last dy should be April 11th..
kerna aku ni trlalu BAIK HATI sbb tak smp hati punya psal..
So, 30th April adalah last day haku di PG Magazine.. huhu.

Dgn itu, mari la hiburkan hati uols semua dgn,
berkaraoke lagu favourite zaman kanak-kanak kita iaitu...
Space Cop Gaban!! (sila pause player song kat sblh tu dulu)
psstt... ni original artist ok?
Seriyesss tak tipu..

Salam Jumaat semua!

drama minggu ini.. episode 'di counter offer'

2008-03-27T20:30:00.000+08:00

Uwaaaaaaaaaaaaa... :(
Ni laa sbb gara2 aku tak prepare ape2!!
Sbb rase brsalah pya psal kan?? kan? kannn?!!

Mmg itchy back side betul laaa..
My boss pegi counter offer me pulak!
Arghhhhhhhhhh....
Dia bulat-bulat tak terima aku 'blah' dr cmpny.

SO, AKU BETUL-BETUL BLURRY la kengkawan!
Smlm, the whole dy aku dok pikiaq psal hal ni..
Dh la tenet down seharian..
nk meluah kn prasaan dgn kengkawan pn tak dpt.

but most probably i will choose.......

** to be continue...

chau cincau uols!

2008-03-26T08:45:00.004+08:00

Camne ek nk cerita... rase bersalah pon ado ni...

tau-tau jer dapat plak..
Tp bak kata Ayie baik aku "que sera sera" what will be, will be..

Yess betul.. this is not saying i'm going far, far away.. but.. but..
ystrday mrning, i received a good news afta aku bancuh quaker oat..
sib baik tak tumpah time nk hirup.. I got offered a new job!! yay!

And I decided to leave dunia golf magazine to a lifestyle magazine.. ehh nti jap!
Cmpny baru ni pon ada gak golf mag' tp deyols buat di S'pore..
fuhhh slmat.
New cmpny ni, based kat UK sooooo dat's means...
It's an international cmpny yg ado branch kat KL..
if not mistaken 2nd boss dia duk kat ofis di KL ni.

Hepi cam rase nk loncat masuk dlm kotak ni jer.. hehe :D

Berat rase hati nk chau cincau dr cmpny skrg,
sbb i didnt expect dpt keje ni..
Tak prepare ape2 pon, sbb dlm entry yg lepas i said 'saje gatal p interview'
But since it wuz good offered, sape x mau kn? yahuuu.. alhamdulillah sgt.

The best part bleh la belasah mkn 'Ikan Bakar' setiap hari Jumaat kat belakang building BSN tu..
Oh ya! lupa nk bg tau.. mak dpt keje kat area klcc nyah!
Dpt la jmp Bella & Coco for lunch.. sape lagi.. oh anak mat salleh celup tu si Fitri... lagi, lagi sape kat situ ek.. haaah! si Chot, si Meraz mamat bangla tu.. waaa ada geng! ada geng!

Memandangkn i mmg familiar dgn area klcc tu, coz prnah keje kat sebelah building S'gor Dredging.. amat la jimat duit dr tiap2 hari utk mndrivekan diri.. waaaa bleh naik train wehhh.. cayok! cayok! Naik bas pon bleh ape.. woww! unless keje byk br la drive..

Soooo today I br nk submit resignation letter sbb smlm tak sempat coz terkezuuttt giler dpt berita.. and thnks to Makji Eton Melantun & Bella yg tolong I suggest buat satu ayat kat dlm letter tu.. maklum laa surat formal ni bkn la keje biasa aku.. thanks a zillion uols! Nti uol balik M'sia I blanja mkn naa..

To Bella & Coco.. doa and mulut korg mmg masin betul, tak sangka bleh dpt keje kat tmpat baru.. and dekat dgn korg jugeks.. alhamdulillah.. rezeki mak kan nyehh!

shut up and drive!

2008-03-24T09:15:00.000+08:00

why when two people menjalinkan hubungan yg intim, org-org di sekeliling mereka akan mula berkata-kata yg kurang baik tentang mereka?

“oh, dia mmg pandai mempergunakan lelaki”
“oh, dia mmg kaki perempuan”
“dasar lelaki/perempuan desprate”
“tak lama laa dua orang ni”
“mata duitan”

Tak boleh ke doakan kebahagian mereka susah atau senang, miskin atau kaya, cekeding atau gemot, pendek atau tinggi, sedih atau gembira?

sekian, terima kasih.

*ye laa sangat poyo. coz aku pun tatau apa nak tulis sekarang nih.."

aku mcm rase keje sbg tea-lady jer

2008-03-19T08:30:00.000+08:00

Time kecik-kecik dulu.. aku prnah verangan giler nk naik kete sport.. and kete idaman aku seharusnya la buatan Germany. Coz dolu-dolu aku ni suke sgt tgk cite James Bond, and kete BMW la pd aku time tu mmg hebat, smp la skrg.. tp aku mmg tak suke kete Merce-Benz w/pon ia buatan German.

Dulu time kat kolej, ada sorg kawan aku ni menjemput ke rumahnya untuk, err.. tak ingat. Tp rasenya kan Kamal, bkn la aktiviti mkn-mkn laa.. lain kot.. Smp kat sana aku dan the geng, weol trnmpak sebuah Lamborghini parked outside.

Kat dlm ruma tu if uol nk tau, entah ada beberapa buah Ferrari, Lamborghini, dan lain-lain. Tapi aku datang untuk melihat satu model yang super hebat.

Enzo Ferrari. Begitu hebat model ini uols, hinggakan namanya Enzo Ferrari, dan bukan Ferrari Enzo. Yang aku felik tu.. 'sepesen' lak plak jenis-jenis ropenya.. tak caya? terus kn membaca..

Untuk memiliki kereta ini, kau mesti sudah ada beberapa buah Ferrari. Pendek kata, bukan kau pilih Enzo, tapi Enzo pilih kau. Wahhh gittew! Ni kira dlm hati aku brkata-kata la kan..

If i'm not mistaken, dulu hanya ada 2 buah kat M'sia ni jer.. Itu pon aku tau sbb geng aku yg lain bg tau.. dia ni kira cam otak google sume benda psal kete dia tau. Dan aku telah sentuh salah satu drpd dua. Jgn jelezzz ok..

Kete ni bila bkak pintu, pintu dia naik ke atas.. dulu time kecik2 pintu camni aku kata gempak sgt laa.. dulu laa..

Friend of Ibu, asben dia mmg adik beradik dgn Naza. Dulu, aku biasa menemani Bapak aku ke Naza World. Oopssss, kami bukan dari golongan elit ok, sekadar menjamu mata melihat kereta-kereta super-duper hebat.

Tak silap aku, di entrance, ada sebuah Enzo.

Di depan Enzo, ada sebuah Maserati kaler grey berharga tujuh (7) juta ringgit. Sumpah tak tipu, tujuh juta ringgit. Aku cabar bpk kwn aku yg kaya tu belikn utk anak jantannya, kalau betul, mmg otai giler. Sport giler kete tu.. blom tentu if aku kaya aku bleh beli kete mcm tu tau.. rasenya aku nak pandang pun rasa tak layak agaknya.. waaaaaaa..

Naza World memang luas. Amat luas! Beratus-ratus kereta hebat disusun. Row after row. Heavenly...

Tapi sebab aku tau mana langit dan mana bumi, weol biasa melepak di bahagian Brabus saje. Okay, tipu. Biasa melepak di bahagian Naza aja. Hehehe.. Tapi sorry laa.. Brabus pon aku tak brkenan, aku tetap dgn BMW or Audi brand sajork.

Hari Raya Haji 3 tahun lepas, aku disuruh ibu untuk ke mini-market kat rumah. Aku biasa jalan kaki saje laa. Smp kat situ, aku trnmpak seorang 'balak' melayu 'encem' lagi smart memakai baju melayu hijau kaler favouriteku tgh struggle membawa plastik besar berisi ais, untuk open house dia la tu kot.

Aku terpaku sebab: dia hensem giler seyyy!! oppss..

Tapi SEBENAR-BENARNYA aku terlebih terpaku apabila melihat dia memasuki kereta yang dipandunya itu.

Brabus K8 kaler hitam occay!!

Satu JUTA dua ratus ribu ringgit, tunaaaiiiiiiiii.
Ape korg ingat asben Datuk Mak Iti jer mampu beli?

Actually, aku ada pernah nampak dia a few times kat kwsn aku ni. Jodoh kot. kikiki.. xde la memain jer, ntah-ntah bkn dia beli, mebi Bapak dia beli kn kot?

Cepat-cepat aku pejam mata dan geleng kepala.
Insaf, insaf, jaga pandanganmu cik adik ooi.

Time tu aku rase kecik jer.. (ehh mmg aku kecik ape..) bkn kecik tubuh badan laa, tp rase cam trfikir, sungguh bertuah org-org ni... alhamdulillah.. harap mereka bahagia la dgn rezeki Allah kurnia kan pd mereka..

Besok cuti sambutan Maulidur Rasul, aku akan bizi spt biasa kat surau.. kena masak la duty aku, tau-tau jer kang bapak aku soh jd 'tea lady' jer kat budak2 skool lpas dia org berarak.. uwaaaaaaa ada kaa patut!

Salam Maulidur Rasul buat semua!

jangan sentap bila aku extra hepi..

2008-03-17T10:15:00.002+08:00

Memang hepi.. trlalu hepi.. hepi smp hujan la ari sabtu tu.. punya tak sedar.. hepi sbb jmp kengkawan after bz dgn keje2 kat ofis.. hepi sbb rindu aku dgn kawan2 yg x-tra giler dh pun trubat, and hepi sbb p redeem mkn freeeeeeeee!

Coco Chanel, Bella, Aku, Ayie (kat belakang) Eddie and Benjy

Kira sendiri la bape amount coupon tu.. byk skali.. the best part xde sape redeem pizza, sume dok blasah nasik.. (cam tak caya kedai pizza ada set nasik bagai)

Ni three stooges ni ada saje nk bertekak, tp ada 'sorang' stooger tu amat sukak amik candid snappy muka weol... (ko mmg xde keje kn ayie? suke snappy candid time org leka)

Pix left (atas) Aku and Coco aku suka plak gambar ni nok, sbb kita tak ber-spec mata together-gether katanya, pix up (right) aku and Ayie

Lepas habis ber-ceritera, hujan pon dh brhenti, kami pon br big walk ke pavilion, al-kisah dok gatal nk p bookshop kat dlm Times, tp in the end aku, coco and eddie dok membaca buku comel title 'Diva' kuat-kuat dlm tu.. cam bdk kecik jer.. alih-alih, xde sape pon beli buku.. aiyoo..

Memang hepiiiiii.. sbb lpas tu kita org bleh bantai makan lagi kat Old Town Cafe kat Jln Yap Kwan Seng.. kemain besar tul pewot dia org ni, bleh lg melantak nasi lemak, mee jawa bgai.. aku lak, sekadar makan garlic bread sajork.. sbb pewot dh penuh la uols.

Alhamdulillah... aku masih ada lagi kengkawan yg boleh meng-hepi kn diri aku bila time-time buzy, at least xde la aku boring selalu! yay!

ape sengih-sengih?

2008-03-14T09:00:00.003+08:00

Aisehh.. nothing is wrong ape aku nk nyanyi kuat2 dlm kete?
Tak salah kan? Dlm kete aku, bkn dlm kete org lain..

Just writing because i had such a good week..

Should be writing this tomorrow, but what the heck.. sok xkeje.. yahuuuuuuu!

Saturday was a lazy one. Tapi sok nk jmp kengkawan.. nk redeem voucher aritu.. yeay!!! Note to self: don’t go to places i don’t usually go. i might bump to an old friend, or i might bump to an old… aiyoo, apa nak cakap ekk? eerrr, i wasn’t sure at first… but when i wanted to say hi, jeng jeng jeng...!!! Terus cik pat smp terkencing-kencing borak.. mak aiiii..

motipp muka rajinikanth? padayapa sangat tau!!

I had such a good time just now..

Suddently feeling so great today and...
Tersengih-sengih menyanyi lagu Chris Brown 'With You' tiap2 pagi nk ke ofis.. motifffff?
Padahal lagu tu dh lama.. layannnnn...

poster naik basikal ada bakul mcm alien dlm cite ET yg ber-backdropkan bulan terang..

2008-03-12T08:37:00.010+08:00

Arwah Atok aku seorang yang super-duper degil mengalahkan budak lima tahun di Toys 'R' Us. Walaupun dia dah tua dan mobiliti terhad, dia cukup berdegil dan ingin untuk kekal hidup di negeri S'gor berseorangan. Dia cukup benci kawasan KL ni.. Katanya urban sgt, nanti lupa diri.. erk--

Korg ingat, orang yg anti-establishment yang mengugut mogok lapar itu super terer? Dude, Arwah Atok aku pun boleh buat laaaa. Seriyes aku tak tipu, dia selalu mogok lapar kalau kami heret dia ke KL.

Dia sanggup tinggal alone kat kampung dgn ditemani oleh kebun kecil dan basikal tuek dia tu. Pernah sekali dia berani bangkitkan idea bernas untuk beli Nissan Datsun kepada nenek aku, lalu wanita besi itu terus mengherdik dan membunuh semangat suaminya walaupun aku dalam diam bersorak gembira mengidam dapat naik kete time kecik-kecik dulu.

Tapi taklah dia keseorangan terus. Sbb nenek aku (aku panggil 'wan') dh stay dgn weol di KL. Atok ada orang jaga dia, tapi kan lagi patut kalau kami sendiri yang jaga dia? Memang kami selalu berulang-alik ke kampung nak menjengok. Pernah satu mlm tu, ada seorang penyamun tarbus pecah masuk ke dalam rumah lalu mengejutkan arwah yang sedang tidur.

Lantas Arwah bangun mempersembahkan silat ala-ala kenduri kahwin sebelum penyamun itu terus bergegas melarikan diri. Dia seorang yang kuat willpower, tapi dia sudah senja. Ilmu dia tahap gaban gak tu.. ilmu ape koser laa aku nk amik tau kan, org dolu-dolu.

Terus Bapak aku heret dia ke KL, walaupun dia terus insist dlm 'bahasa jawa' yg aku tak brapa paham time tu "Aku dulu pernah tampar Cina sekali dia mampos terus!" Aduhai, hero sungguh arwah ni. Itu pon nenek aku yg tolong translatekn. Mogok lapar sekali lagi. (dlm konteks ni mogok lapar bermakna merajuk or protest laaa..) Ke kampung kembali la dia.

Ada juga geng-geng dia yang selalu datang melawat untuk temankan seorang tua yang alone ni. Memang Bpk aku minta tolong mereka datang lihat-lihat. Kalau tak minta pun, mereka pasti datang.

I hope one day, when i old oledy dan tak punya apa-apa, aku masih ada sahabat setia yang masih rajin bertanya khabar dan singgah minum kopi sambil menghisap rokok Gudang Garam di living room aku. (ooppps-- aku tak smoking la pulak.. hehe) Itulah kekayaan sebenar.

Aku ingat kwn arwah spt Pak Mat Misai, antara best friend Atok aku. Dia ada kedai minum di downtown. Kalau aku dan sepupu-sepupu ada di kampung, nenek aku akan jerit nama Pak Mat Misai untuk mengorder "nasi ayam empat belas!", delivery!! Walhal aku sebenarnya nak makan nasi goreng jek. Tapi.. tiada siapa ke yang berani melawan wanita besi waja itu? (sebenarnya.. tipu la smpai 14, dulu nk merasa mkn nasi ayam pon susah ok? ayam tu pon Pak Mat Misai beli dgn arwah)

Aku teringat cerita The Notebook. Korg ingat tak? p la cari dvd haram byk jual ape.. Babak terakhir. Sape yg ingat cite The Notebook ni, pasti ingat bila Sang Suami baring bersebelahan dgn Si Isteri yang sudah pon meninggal, lalu turut meninggalkan dunia juga.

The wish to be with someone you love is greater than your desire to live.

Cause of death: Kerinduan yang amat sangat.

Betapa mulianya.

Semoga roh arwah Atok aku dicucuri rahmat..
Aminnnnnnnnn..