My weekend seem to be soo tiring jadi driver for my sis. Since her college ado event, she need to be there suboh buta! Koser nyah. Rase cam trawang-awangan jer drive time tu. My dad p Tgganu with his close fren, so ibu xkn nk joint plak. Wanted to watch movie with close fren, cancelled. Fida plak last minit cancel gak, coz she totally forgot dia dh brjanji dgn other fren.

So i ended meeting my old skool fren Suet Yee.. Mak aii, i remembered last skalik jmp last 5/6 years rasenya (except si Fida la jah, dia mmg keep in touch dgn aku) huhu... lama tuuu.. Me & Suet always keep in touch tru email jer, coz msing2 dh bz wif work, personal & so forth. Fida wanted to joint me & suet, coz dia pn kenal coz we study in same skool duhh.. unfortunately nk ke situ plak xde public transport, if aku fetch dia trlalu jauh sgt.

Aku igt aku ler kurus, skali dia pn lost of weight gak coz last time she quite kindda cute gurl. We go for breakfast first sbb we reach Jusco Cheras Selatan quite early, then we go for a movie by noon. Ice Age and Ice Age two, were two of my favorite animated movies, they had a mix of slapstick, verbal comedy and a mix of characters that all helped the films to run along and keep you fully entertained. Well the 3rd movie in the series has j
ust got its first trailer, yep mmg lawak. Hambikkkk ko! Aku pya gelak tgk cite Ice Age 3 ni.. can't imagine I can laughed like dat.


Sid yg poyos lg lawak.. kikiki


Ok dis time, dinosaurs (tul ke spell ni nokss?) tu bkn ler main character sgt, but this time Sid the Sloath tu plak buat hal.. But in the trailer once again the best slapstick character in the movie is Scrat (tupai dgn kacang) is in love. Wahhh kemain brcintun ya uolss.. memula gado-gado, rebut kacang, tup tup.. lagu You'll Never Find Another Love Like Mine by Lou Rawls plak brgema. Budak2 dlm cinema pon bantai gelak.

On a mission to rescue the hapless Sid, yg p gatai amik 3 bijik teloq dino, the gang ventures into a mysterious underground world, where they have some close encounters with dinosaurs and dia org meet a relentless, one-eyed, dino-hunting weasel named Buck. Ok, ni ada geng baru kali ni.. British slang ok si Buck ni, memula aku igt sora Ewan McGreggor skali bkn, si Simon Pegg (alaa cite polis Hot Fuzz tu).. Mmg adventure giler si Buck ni.


Yeah babeh! Aku sukak si Buck ni, mmg otai giler nok!


Well, I really enjoyed da movie, afta so bz wif work. But the most fun is when meeting up wif old buddy Suet, is the best week ever to me. So geng, i can said dat.. go and watch Ice Age 3 rather than Transformers 2, seriously!
i keep talking about all this love bullshit and stuff but sometimes i want it back. sometimes i want the pain again. sometimes i want the longing and the desire and the hopelesness of it all. most of all, i want back the hope, the dream, the lie, or whatever it really is.

but still.. sometimes.. just like a drug.. you wish you could sample it one more time. you know it's damaging and futile.. but it's great for the few minutes it lasts..

sometimes.

wooossshhhhh.. July oledy? time running so fast..
apa yg aku merepek kerepek nih?? duhh!



aku tgh blur dgn keje aku ni.. no idea at all
........ sambil mkn roti & eskim at my desk
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well im looking back my previous entries blog 2005 & 2006
.... urmm.. mmm... arghhh dunno where i keep it.


*latest updates* wink wink*
.... yeeharrr!! im finally managed to import all my previous entry from the other blog yg dh closed dulu tu (still rmmbr eatlasagna blog?) 030709, 12.55pm


Urmmmm.. mmm except those braces kat gigi dia tu lar kann..hiks!
Well, series dia dh pon masuk season 4.. fuhhh dh lama tu. And i never miss dis season yg kat tv8 tu every tuesday, no matter how. Betty working with high trendy fashion mag' in publishing cmpny, same as what i do before. The differents is, Betty wuz bz like tahap gaban as PA to his boss, and I am a designer, bz like dewata raya (wujud ker bz camni?)

Im thinking to try new working career.. can I?

I would like to be like Betty, bz, crazy, fun & adventure.. well, dat is me. Asyik jd designer smp tuek pon xde gunanya. Rasenya, otak aku ni dh xlarat nk perah fresh idea kreatif lg kot? Well it doesn't mean aku buang 'designer' word dlm idup aku.. no, not at all. Almost 8 year aku dlm field ni, semua org nmpak aku cool, cool ke cam air batu tu? Meh sini aku taruk air batu atas kepala korg, cool ke tak cool nk perah idea.




Insyallah.. ada rezeki its time for me to move on.. move to somethng new.. Umur dh tuek2 ni, kena fikir future beb. Sound awkward gak smp tua ppuan jd designer. Previously, my boss ada tya soklan yg buat aku trkedu jap, depan all of my colleague. He ask me "Bila ko nk kawen?" Dangggg!!! Amat lar tak cool ya.. semua org dlm meeting tu boss tya yg bujang2, the same question. I juz answered him 'Insyallah'.. bilanya plak.. I dont know.

Back to the Betty story..

I guess I would like to give it a try to apply 'not designer' position in future. See how its goes, sesuatu yg baru apa salahnya. No harm in trying kan.. insyaallah. Ekcelli, Im still thinking dgn keadaan ekonomi skrg yg tak menentu, senang2 nk tukar keje ni seem like pretty so-and-so gak. Eric kata, juz give it a try, mana tau ada rezki kt situ. But i believed rezeki if Allah nk bg tu, ada dimana-mana. Who knows my dreams btul2 comes true, and one day and I can be like Betty Suarez uolsss!!

First & foremost.. Al Fatihah for :

1) A blogger named RedZ-Ziaf (16th June 2009)

2) A lovely Dad of LeeUK (25th June 2009)

3) King Of Pop Michael Jackson (25th June 2009)


It’s been a long time since I last wrote on my blog, well almost a month! Aiyoo baru nk hapdate katanya.. This month has been a lots multiple reasons for me. Bkn xmau brblog lagi tp cam mcm2 halangan since last month. Alhamdulillah, syukur nikmat aku still bernafas even ada certain time aku dh mcm Sylvester Stallone dlm movie Cliffhanger tu.. trgayut nk jatuh jer.


In parallel, during the last two weeks or so, one of other blogger fren left a note at my shout box saying one of dearie fren dh meninggal.. sad but true, tak sempat nk brjmp dgnnya semasa hayat dia masih ada.. dats really make me trkilan.

Last week Thursday, my fren Coco Chanel text me 'bout 7am saying our great fren LeeUK's dad, and he directly fly bck to Msia for giving his last respect. Smoga arwah di tempatkan dgn org-org yg beriman-amin. Lee, i understand there is so many tears frm u, let's praying to God Almighty for His forgiveness.. amin.


On my way to office the same day, other 'boom' story came to my ears again. Im wondering a word 'tribute' to each & every radio station.. OMG i can't believe it at first! But hey, it's not a joke.. King Of Pop is no more world!

Sebak sekejap, i almost can't believe it at all.
My Billie Jean is no more.. huhuhu

Al-Fatihah to him and..
may Mikaeel Jackson soul rest in
peace.. amin.

MJ, you are the greatest of all time..

It's not too late to say, Hepi Mother's Day to my beloved Ibu, yesterday.. Im dearly love u, she really happy daat my lil sis manage to find & bought her Jade bangle. Last time pegi Sabah kempunan nk beli.

The weather is still hot and is going to be over 36 degrees this weekend yer uols.. I heard in newspaper saying dat 'musim peralihan monsun' well, dah duduk dlm negara tropika oohh laa laa ni reti-reti la meaning Khatulistiwa kan.

Recently, it's happen to me that i ekcelli have some recurrent deja-vu for a certain period of time, every year (yes every year) that I completely LOST interest in fashion and what I wear. Dis is probably not important sgt, due to my career yg boleh wear jeans or even Bermuda for a guy. Well, not that I am a fashionista, I do have a mood picking my clothes tiap2 hari, still.



But seriously I dont have it now..
It's like running out all the clothes..

I feeeelss like it's been extended to eternity juz remaining da same, smp aku naik muak pkai baju the same things over and over again. Every mrning I juz pick watever comes up to me in wardrobe. It doesn't matter wat colour, materials, style, new or old, or it's matching to each other... juz couldn't bother thinking 'bout it.. blasah ar, janji berbaju, dari br-vogel.. lagi haru uolss!

I juz dunno why.. Is it bcoz of da weather or its juz me? Or else, mebi im not really gila shopping baju kot? Could be laa..

Well, im thinking putting bck my music player to my blog. And i dunno why 'Please Don't Leave Me' by Pink is one of my fav' song now.. urmmmm.. mmm.

uisehh.. lentok jap best ni, normally jarang aku dpt rilex kt sofa ni.. padahal, sebelah jer dgn meja aku


Aisehhh man.. malas kemain nk hapdate. Lately ni, tenet kat ofis, ayoyoyo pya ler slow connectionnya. Susah tul nk cari source, even nk reply email kat clients pon cam hampeh. Tp ym and msn aku steady la plak.

By da way, cerita-ceriti hal aku as designer mmg ler x menentu, but since my office now nearby ruma, nk balik early ke, late ke no hal sgt. Sumtimes, even my sis dtg guna tenet kat sini berwi-fi bgai. Maklum ler, Wireless KL tak smp Kajang lagi ya uolss.. ala dulu xde tenet, tak mati pon kan?

Well, di jd kan cerita.. one of designer dh kena sound with my admin, even my boss pon dh mula perli2 dia. Urmmm.. duno wats going to be happen to him in future, but my instinct said, he will not stay longer for sure. Unless he brings something 'extraordinary' artwork. Hard to said.. he's fine with all colleague but in job scope plak dia cam ada problem sket. Haih! Mmg problemo. So many thing kena learn balik.

camni ler rupa nya atas table aku yg semak haha.. blom tgk sebelah kanan meja ni lagi.. jap jap

It's looks not fair enough yg he depends too much on senior designer, coz he is art director. Doesnt mean, dia nk jadi mandor jer.. smp keje tak deliver on da dot. Ntah la malas nk pikir.. pndai2 la nk idup. Smoga nothing happen la hopefully..

haaa tu dia.. camni ler atas meja sebelah kanan aku letak.. tp skrg dah clean and clear tau.. semua beres, kosong jer situ

Last month April agak tight sket keje aku, sbb ada job melibatkan directory baru dari existing client.. yg jenuhnya, saiz dia small dr A4.. so bila dah print, comel2 jer layout aku.. hikss. Oh ya, luckily pix fruits & vege aku tu dah snappy awal2.. bleh laa sket guna macro pya effect.. sbb malas nk buat blur effect kat photoshop. hiks!

oraits.. limau nipis ya uols, ingat senang nk buat art direction camtu??

And another clients yg tak mampu dah melayan dgn job nak lauching new logo. Kena lar buat dlm flash software. Aku juz buat story boardnya, video other designer buat. Pening kapla la plak.. berkali-kali amendment kena buat, mmg siot, smp bdk servicing tegang2 leher ya dgn client. Ayoo maaa.. ayoo paa, mak tak bersalah ok..

keje yg tak mampu nk di buat dah, bkn jd video lauching fr new logo, dah jd cam video corporate occay! over sgt2 tau!

Sumpah mmg boleh jd benggong bila buat keje gomen ni, 2 bulan semua designer mngeluh.. those who are experienced with them mrasa lar hati panas trbakar sket.. Smp kena carut dlm diam la dia org ni tak reti2 apa itu 'professional' work. But in the end all looks good, pastu koser dah nk melayan.

All i can say is.. penat gak oooo kapla otak ni, bila tak same wavelength dgn client.. so till then, addiossss amigos babeh!!

The Girlfriend Curse by Valerie Frankel.. I looooike the cover design!


Muahahaha.. sound like Shinchan bermain dgn kwn skolahdia jer..
By da way...... my coughing dah ok! yay!

Well, now we in the month of April.

Since job pon so-and-so kat ofis, environment kt luar pon cam borink, tetiba aku decide nk membaca buku la plak. Early month time gathering dgn bebudak ofis lama pargolf kat Subway The Garden, Midvalley trus msuk book store.

All price still da same, rege dlm rm35++ and above.. ishhkk borink tul.. aku dh la nk brjimat skrg ni. So I plan to get less pay, good book.. yeaa. dpt satu harga dia amat murah and worth to read, abount £4.90 jer.. ringgit msia nya.. uolss calculate sndri laa yaa.. xsmp rm30 pon.

Citenya not bad, within six months of breaking up, Peg Silver's ex-lovers always meet and marry the women of their dreams. The worse part, she's dianggap the last girlfriend, the one who awakens in a guy the knowledge of what he's always wanted in a relationship ... and it's never with Peg.

Skrg ni aku tgh baca part Peg pegi ke Inward Bound -- a proactive adult-education retreat for the hapless and hopelessly lovelorn -- to try to lift her dreaded "girlfriend curse." (If kat M'sia ada tmpt ni kan best?) then dia trjmp sorg mamat nama Ray.. urmm..

'Dutch' Melba Toast.. perghhhh.. kononnya dr Belanda haaa.. lawak tul

Perut kt ofis ni slalu nor lapau bila dh petang-petang. I grab sekotak biskut Dutch Melba Toast.. Nama biskut kurlassss uolsss... pd hal.. biskut roti keras jerk! hahahaa! Dah le byk sekotak tu, i think its gonna be my 'stock sebulan' kot? Cicah dgn air panas.. perghhh.. sodap siot. Sumtimes, i take it as my breakfast too, nk mkn nasi lemak koser dh. Baik amik healthy food.

Since kt ofis aku ni stock coffee minum nescafe, which i don't like it so much, i prefer coffee yg lain.. nescafe ni mcm2 side effect bila aku minum dari dulu lg. Once in a while bleh laa. Other than that minum tea.. hey, tea i pon sekotak mahal gak, herba tea lagik. Bkn tea biasa ni. I prefer Camomile tea.


Ingat kat Dome or other fancy restaurants je ado camomile tea?
Haaa brand Boh pun dh ado yang..

At least xde la tension sgt sambil buat keje tu, hirup minum tea or coffee legaaaa sket.. Well, aku dh lama x p jogging nih, agaknya lemak kolesterol dh mkin menebal dlm badan ni. Even aku ni kurus keding pon, time utk menjaga kesihatan penting beb. Umor dh mkin meningkat. Doesn't mean, yg kurus ni no need excersice yaa..

That day, kemain aku plan nk bli Apple MacBook sbb keje brtimbun giler-giler, plus dgn keje freelance aku. But now, keje dh slow down so xyah la bli dulu.. saving sket duit aku. Dah le plan nk bli cash ni. Hope aku tak la ter-ter terrrrguna duit tu. uwaaaaa..

Ok laa.. hv a gud day uols!


Im having my coughing almost a month.
All this is bcoz of smoke – cigarette.

At 1st batuk lite2 jer, lama2 mkin mnjd-jd plak. Since new colleague joint ni, mmg dia heavy smoker, aku rase lain mcm plak batuk aku ni.

Selalunya, others fren yg smoke heavy camne pon i don't mind sgt, not even coughing pon. Tp mamat sekoq ni, rokok dia cam siot jer. Bila aku check apa brand cigarette dia, rupanya brand Pall Mall.. aisehh.. meaning mmg aku allergic la dgn brand ni.. kuat tul smp aku batuk non stop tau dak.

Dunhill, Marlboro, Gudang Garam, Salem, Kent, L&M brand should be fine for me.. But bila Pall Mall ni aku rase cam, owh please!! run baby run. Aku bleh mati dlm keadaan batuk perhaps. Ada a few time, dia hisap rokok gulung, al-kisahnya i still dont mind lagi.



Skali dia pya rokok gulung plak, jenis ada flavour plak baunya!! Siot! Dah ler rokok gulung tu dh ada bau dia sendri, ni siap ada bau flavour lain plak.. apa lagi, satu ofis batuk!! At one time, aku smp bkak pintu ofis utk ilangkn bau. Sehingga dia di sound oleh akak admin aku, if he wants to smoke, plz smoke out side, not at ur place. Haha.. mati la ko kt situ.

I didn't said i hate smoker, but berpada-pada la nk sembur tu. Respect la sket pd non-smoker. Office ni ber-aircond. Smoke la kat luar. And selama sebulan ni, sebotol ubat batuk dh abis aku balun, laa ni dok mkn Dequadin lozenges.. well at least. After mkn br-sleeve gula2 Halls, tak heal2 gak batuk, aku trnmpak Dequadin kt 7-E.

Kalau dia tak smoke kt luar office gak, mmg brg2 atas meje dia akan aku campak kt luar tingkap.. tengok laa..
Merasa! You better watch out fella!
Ko ingat aku tak berani?
Wait n see..